A New Experience

Last Entry

2007-10-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

After 3 Years

Okay. Here comes my last entry on blogger. So sad. But what to do. Got to keep up with the flow after realizing no one actually uses this anymore. Haha. Im quite slow in technology. Must watch 'Nenek Sungguh Canggih' one of these days. Haha. Sooo. Im switching to Myspace then.

For my last entry. I wld like to cerite abt my Hari Raya celebration. = Sucky!!!!!!!! Why? Coz nvr get so much duit raya (green packets). Haha. Kidding. I know Im too old to be getting any. Next yr Im giving summore. But just my kuzzins la. NS pay not that great you know. Haha.

Its great to meet up with my family members and go ard hse to hse visiting them. I get to meet up with my close kuzzin which Ive not seen in abt 6 months coz shes bz preparing for her exams. 'O' Levels. Can see she very stress. Haha. Gg out with TPSS raya uoting tmw. Hope its gg be as fun as always even though we have the least number of ppl coming EVER! We drop from abt 14 to only 7. Haha. The politics amongst us is killing the group. Hope the alumni thingy can help out.05S05 pon I dunno what happen. We are just too bz with our own stuff I guess to be gg out. Bekals this yr didnt really go out. Maybe coz 3 of our guys are overseas and nobody wanna plan. Haha. But its ok. Next yr maybe.

K al. Ive been on the com for a long long time. Gtg and do other stuff now. If anybody been reading my blog (only one person is, i tink) and wanna read up summore find me at http://www.myspace.com/esrie.

Yeh Yeh Hari Raya!

2007-10-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Fever

Im blogging with a headache rite now. Guess Im down with the sickness. Which reminds me, Resident Evil 3 is coming out! My NS frens were wondering whether we shld go catch it together. Im still wondering coz according to the news, its not much of a gd zombie movie. So we see how.

Life is bascially the same routine everyday. NS mah. Very boring. Cant wait to get my 'MR' status back. But I still got 1 yr 5 months to go!!!!!!!! Ahhh! Godd news is, I passed my IPPT. But now need to get silver! Shit man. My PW dunno how to give us time to train. Im fasting summore! How to train! Hmm.

Hari Raya is around the corner. Quite slow for me this yr. Since I have my sahur and buka 2/3 of the time in camp!!!!! But guessing this yr hari taya wont be much fun since I dun tink I'll get much green packets due to the age and ns salary ( parents tink NS allowence=salary. Ohh how wrong they are) And I haven even buy my Baju Kurong! Man, Im so not prepared. Haha

K la. Gtg! Waking up early tmw!

Sempena Hari Raya, Bulan Baik, Hari Baik, Asri Menyusun Sepuluh Jari Memohon Ampun Dan Maaf Kepada Semua Ahli2 Keluarga dan Rakan2. Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Jom Kite Jalan Raya!

Detention Barracks

2007-08-26T13:52:00.000+08:00

Time To Chill

Been a long time since I blog. Haha. Bur its ok. Guess nobody else reads this other than me. Haha. Here I am listening to digital love by daft punk. Its techno! Asri is listening to techno music. Think I shld start clubbing now. Haha. But its a nice song to move your body with.

Somehow I find life boring nowadays. Shld find something to do man. But I dunno what. Doing the same thing each wk is killing me.
1) Back In Camp - Running, Lectures And PT
2) Back At Home - Every Fri
3) Things At Home - PSP, COMP, HAMSTER, TV
4) With Syazaa - Study, Dinner, Movie

Seriously man. Ok. I do more interesting things in camp such as shoot weapons (shooting GPMG is cool man) and gg in gas chamber. But still theres nothing for me to look forward to. Hmm.

Now that I have finish my basic MP course, Im posted to my unit - SAF Detention Barracks. Its quite cool. I get to pump and shout at detainee. Haha. But the working hours are not fix. But mostly I do:
1) Mount for 24 hrs (camp)
2) Dismount for 24 hrs (home)
3) Stanby for 24 hrs (camp)
Hope Syazaa is ok with the arrangement. Im starting wk on Monday but tink my actual wk starts next wk coz I still have some orientation to do. Some of my lucky friends get into traffic platoon and ISB. But still Im quite happy with DB.

Things with Syazaa have been study study study for almost a month now. Haha. But its ok. I know she wants the gd grades. I let her be. Trying not to disturb her too much. Shes very bz studying nowadays. Until my sms also she nvr reply. (Or maybe shes bz with something else...hmm...I wonder)

K lah. I gtg to army shop now. Tc. Dun go awol man. I dun wanna tekan you in DB.

My So Called Life

2007-07-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

Do I Look Forward?

Im listening to Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's. Very relaxing song while I study for my Military Law test. Life as an MP have been good so far. Other than the normal discipline that we needed to have, thing have been rather easy. My COC parade have just ended and no more parading till my POP! Hate parading. Getting use to the idea of being a MAN. I didnt plan to be this. But here I am anyway. Heard abt storied of OCS. Not getting to book out, slpping only a feww hours at night and the countless field camps makes me feel lucky Im in MP but I wld really love getting the pay of $750 a month. Haha. Now my pay is $500 i heard. Not bad. More than enuff for me if Syazaa doesnt demand alot. Haha. Jking dear. Hope I get to traffic platoon so I can get a free bike license. However, if I dun get in, Im happy to be in detention barracks. As a gaurd though!

Ok. Back to civilian life. My hamster looks bored. Mayb he msing me. Haha. He knows my voice and knows when Im ard. He wld bite at the cage to get my attention. Funny little guy. Hope he lives long. Guess what! Im getting bored with playing PSP. Must get a new hobby. Im thinking abt harry potter books plus shisha smoking. Mayb I get these next month. Haha. Dont tell Syazaa though. Shes not happy with the shisha part. Haha. My dad getting better. But Im still worried. He lost alot alot alot of weight. Hes not the same define mediu build man I used tos ee him as. Hes more of the utopian man now. Hes biceps have totally decreased to literally skin and bones. How sia?

Im sad i didnt get to celebrate my baby's bday with her on Wednesday. Ive been trying to get attent C but I didnt manage to. Sorry b. Anyway, we still celebrated her bday yesterday. It was great. We shop ard a t TM to get her present. Shw choosed it herself cause each yr when I choosed the present myself, it wld end up in the shelf. I wanted to get her sumting she wld really use. So she choosed a handbag and a pair of sandals. Now im sure she'll wear it. We went to breeks later on to have dinner. The service was great. However, cant say much abt the food. It was ok2 only. Just like Figs&Olive. Pizza Hut and Seoul Garden are still my best spot. I dunno. I go for quantity I guess. A big man has a big stomach man. Haha. Hope my dear Ms. Nursyazwana enjoyed her 19th bday celebration! Now comes the next big event (and headache for me), OUR 6 YRS ANNIVERSARY! Nvr knew we cld last this long but we made it. Haha. But the problem is, how to make it special? Ive done almost all the stuff in the "romance bk". Flowers, CDs, Poems, Cookies,etc. Haha!

Gtg now. Cyas!
Love u b. Happy Bday!

Provost

2007-07-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

Special Month

Hi guys. Been a long time since ive blog. Im a military police now. Gg thru 9 wks of training. Its ok. Alot of lectures and running.

This month is the big one. We have Syazaa's bday and also our 6 yrs aniversary. Sad though. I cant be wif her for her bday coz im in camp. But I'll tink of something to do. Shit. I gtg now.

Tc b. Love u.

Happy bday to all July babies.

POP OHHHH!

2007-06-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

1YR 9 MONTHS TO GO

Now dat BMT has come to an end, I hope I go into a good vocation coz i wanna slack. Haha. Bad soldier expamle. Dun follow me. For those who have the fire to carry on. Go to command school and become an officer. U will suffer for 9 months but ur life will be easier after dat. Those 12 months u'll have left. However, ur reservist will be up to the age of 40 i tink. Haha. So, u tink abt it. Dream posting for me : Transport Supervisor, MP, Service Medic and Admin Wk (however sissy u may tink of admin b4 NS when u tink abt again now, its the best posting u can get). Haha

After field camp, BMT is abit easier and more fun. Coz the commanders are more relax, the platoon is closer together (although now ders more bitching) and we almost complete everything we needed to do. Im sad however coz i did not manage to clear the SOC. Stupid low rope. With SBO, its super hard ah to climb it. Haha. But alot ppl fail, so i guess its ok. Now im left with ippt and 24 km route march. The 24 km is ok but the ippt i dun tink i can clear my pull ups. Im doing 2-4 currently, I need 6! Haha. And passing will give me another prob. If I pass I will go SISPEC. And I dun tink i wanna go now. Hmm. How?

Syazaa is bz with her exams now. I can understand that. But I get bored sometimes and have no one to tok to. Anybody wanna tok to me? Haha. With POP coming soon, we will have ard 1 wk to spent with each other b4 I get my posting. Short but will do for now. Haha. All the best for your exams dear. Study smart and dun slp too late.

Love you.

Life Is Gone When Money Is Gone

2007-05-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

PSP HOI!

Guess what??!! Ive bought a PSP for 350. Bought it frm Ms. Long Xin. Syazaa's netball captain. She gave me winning eleven game and some other dl games. But its ok. Najeeb can help me with the games. I tink. Hehe. But for now. Im playing need for speed carbon. Quite cool man. Haha. Ive spent all the money I have for the month of May. I hope its worth it. Haha. Thnks b for being the middleman! Haha.

Went out with Syazaa today. We had fun taking turns to play the psp. Syazaa was fascinated by Sims. We ate at Magic Wok, which we have not eaten at for a veri long time and head to great world city to get the bag Syazaa fell in love with at the first sight. Hope she liked it. Although we bascially just hanged out today, we enjoyed each other company and I really hope the day didnt end so fast. Hmm.

Ohh yah. I visited my dad at the hospital this morning. For most who dun noe. My dad is admited to hospital again for his liver cancer. The docs say now his liver is infected, so he has to go for drips for a wk. Soo yea. His compalining abt the lack of freedom at the hospital. He'll be out on Tuesday mayb. And is gg Arab St to get a shisha. He assumes that its a healthier subs for smoking. I tink it helps abit. Abit onli. But hes been smoking all his life. U tink its ez for him to quit now? Haha.

NS is boring now. SOC, pt and BCCT is all I have. Shit man. I wanna ORD now. I ms being free on wkdays and hanging out with my frens and being with Syazaa 24/7. Pls let me go man.

Love u b.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

Field Camp

2007-05-06T01:31:00.001+08:00

CAMO ON!!

Field camp is officially over! Im so happy. But actualli field camp was not dat bad la. Other than some unpleasant experience like slpping with Singh as a buddy and digging shell scrap. It was kind of fun.

One week before the start of field camp, I didn’t know what to expect. I heard from friends that it would be hard and tiring. I spent the days before field camp packing my field camp packs and wondering what it would be like sleeping in the forest without bathing and changing uniform. But I keep my hopes up by thinking that its only 6 days and that it will soon be over.

On the first day of field camp, we had an 8 km route march. I was too confident by thinking that it would be easy, but the fact is that it has been awhile since we did our last route march and the 8 km march on Saturday was quite a problem for me. I had blisters on my small toe and had to go through the 6 days of field camp with a piece of my skin coming out from my toe.

After the route march, we had about 15 minutes to build our basha which was reasonably hard when your wet, sticky, tired an had to work with and impatient and temperamental buddy. After our basha was up, we had to go down to have our first fire movement lesson. I enjoyed learning about fire movement and was quite an experience for me. The first night was terrible as my buddy was not cooperative. He keeps on shouting at me for every little mistake that I did and I nearly lose my temper that night. The rain did not make things easier that night too.

Morning came and we had to run about 1.6 km with our long #4 and rifle. It was quite tiring but manageable. After breakfast, we continued with fire movement lessons and practicing it. Our commanders we there to help us correct any mistakes that we made. The night was just as bad as the previous one. But I manage to tolerate with it better.

On the third day, we did our 5BX in the morning and practice more fire movements drills before having GAC in the evening. It was quite well done in my point of view although we didn’t do the artillery drill properly as we did not have much practice on it

On the forth day, we made our way to the oil plum plantation. As soon as we reach there, we had to hurry with our lunch and quickly dig our shell scrap before night befalls. Digging the shell scrap was the most strenuous activity I ever did in my entire life. Digging a hole with my vest and rife in long #4 have only given me an abrasion, heat rash and a sense of achievement to completing it like others before me. The night was spent sleeping in our holes with ants and other insects crawling beside us. The rain that fell in the wee mornings didn’t help the situation either.

I enjoyed the fifth day the most as we learnt about urban warfare. It was fun firing our m16 in enclose areas, practicing our movement drills, clearing doors, windows and corners. We spent the whole day doing urban warfare and when night falls we carried on with our night walk. Our section commanders took us into the forest and bash through a distance of about 100m. The experience teaches me to trust my superiors and to have the confidence to walk through the forest even if visibility was low and there were many obstacles in front of us. The night was spent in a small building where I get to know more about my section mates before we all fell asleep.

The last day was spent doing soldier challenge which to me was kind of useless as we had to wait for about 2 hour and walk a distance of about 2 km to complete just 2 fire movement drills. After the activity, we had to go through the famous BIC. It was a once in a lifetime experience for me to leopard crawl and back crawl with a machine gun firing above my head. Although it was tiring, I still enjoyed the activity.

Overall, the field camp has made me better physically and mentally. It teaches me to have a higher tolerance level and to be able to adapt during the harshest condition. Be it with the environment or even the people around me. It also allows to bond better with some of my platoon mates and shown me the true colours of others. It was and experience that one will never forget and will change his perception towards life and how he live it. Furthermore, it has helped me to lose some weight.

The first thigh I did when I reach camp was to strip to my undies and bath. It was super relieving to have water and soap splash onto ur super dirty and sticky body. I was each part of my body with a ahndfull of soap each time. Haha. As soon as I was dress, I switch on my hp to call Syazaa. But my hp was giving problems and I end up onli msg her. Its shitty man. I really ms her. The harsh conditions makes u ms ur love ones more than ever. So when night came and I finally get to hear her voice, it was like a potion to cure an evil curse that was sent to me man. Haha.

I had gernade throwing lesson the next day. It was cool. Once in a lifetime exprience. To feel the shockwave of the gernade that u just throw out of ur hand is like nothing else in the world. Haha. We went home that night and Syazaa pcik me up. I was like hald an hr late and glad that she was not dat pissed.

I was shock to know that my dad was in hospital when I reach home. His old sickness is back to haunt him again as now he has a liver infection which coz him to get a fever with temperature as high as 42 deg at one point (fatal). But lucki;y his ok now as its been like a wk since hes been in the ward and I cant believe my mom didnt tell me about it. Huh.

We watch spidy tpday. IT was not bad la. But not as gd as I expected. As usual, marvel and hollywood chooses the worst actors to act as heroes and villians in the movies. We had fun gg window shooping and fooling ard today. Just wish it cld last longer. Wwll, net wk den. Hmm. I gtg now. Been typing for 2 hrs adn my ingers are tired. Haha. TC

Love you b.

Marksman

2007-04-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

Once In A Lifetime

Shooting my wife, N215 (my M16 rifle) for the first time, I was nervous and yet anxious. As I pull the trigger, the recoil sent me back by a few inches and the sound cause by the explosion creates a ring in my ears. Smoke fumes out of the dust cover and it irritates my eyes. I regain my posture and check my target. It went down. I have achieve my aim.

Haha. Im sad though. If I didnt missed my last 3 shots during night firing, I will be blogging as a proud marksman. And If I didnt miss 2 shots during the day, I will be blogging as a coy best shot. Im so disappointed with myself.

Here I am on a Sat night, at home. Not usual for me. As each Sat wld be Syazaa Day. We wld go out and do watever we want. But not this wk. My 'father-in-law' gg to Mecca. So Syazaa and her family has to sent him off. But Im ok with it. I'll never compete for her attention if its concerns her family. I always believe that one shld ALWAYS put their family first. No matter how bad they are.

Life in NS? Getting better socially but worst physically. Im creating more and more friends by the wk. And is becoming infamously known as 'makcik' with a teenage bf. Haha. Topics to talk during NS are mostly abt gay, sex and sargents. We wld act gay. Tok at gay sex. Complain abt the commanders. And we curse alot. 'Nabe' being the fav word used in my section. Haha. The training however getting harder by the day. Now each time we see a commander we need to do push ups. On average we do abt 200-300 a day. So yea. Im slowly losing weight. Haha. But with my botak head. I realize Im not getting much attention frm the girls as I use to. Hahahahaha.
Having field camp next next wk. So this coming wk wld be alot of field camp learning and a 6km route march plus a few ST and AGR. Hate ST. Looking forward to gernade throwing!

I miss Syazaa each day. But dunno if she feels the same way. Im nvr gg to take her for granted and will always cherish each sec I spent with her. Seeing my frens losing their gf is starting to frighten me. Last wk it was my section mate. This wk is my dear bekal mate. Im sadden by their lost. I hope they can pass thru this time.

TO ALL GF OUT THERE! IF YOU NEED TO BREAK UP WITH YOUR BF, PLS DUN DUN DUN DUN DUN DO IT ON 2 OCCASIONS : 1)DURING THEIR BIRTHDAY
2)DURING THEIR BMT PHASE.
ITS THE ONLI TIME THEY WILL NEED YOU THE MOST. IF YOU DO THIS, YOU ARE COLD HEARTED, INCONSIDERATE AND THE MOST SELFISH PERSON IN THE WORLD.

K. Dats all the time and advice I have for you ladies out der. Gtg slp now. My eyes are half close. Gd nite. Tc.

Love you b.

Tekong Cough

2007-04-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

Duty Honour Country

Im listening to Gym Class Heroes. What a funny name. I booked out yesterday evening due to today bing Good Friday. Its the onli holiday I have during my 3 months of BMT. Vesak Day wld not count as I wld not be able to book out on that day due to field camp. Shity man.

Camp was slack but boring this wk. I had a 4 km route march on monday and streght training on tuesday. Basically thats all the training I had. All the free time however was spent talking to bunk mates or slping since my beloved Syazaa is away on business camp. Shes so proud that her group cheer was captured on camera for ChannelNewsAsia. Haha. Keep singing it to me while we were waiting the bus stop. Crazy girl.

Been having my individual marksmanship training this pass wk. Im a natural at night shooting. Getting full amrks for almost all the test. However Im a sucker during the day. Espc for figure 15. Basically if you can shoot figure 15 at 100m, it means you can shoot a headshot at 100m. Fig15 is just the head of a person at 100m. Its so small! I cant do it. Im will always fail this section. Haha

Spent the day hanging out with the guys. Playing lan. Gg Hadi's hse to play some boardgames and eat some sandwiches and instant noodles. Was cool. But wish we had played soccer pr badminton instead. At least den I can train and have fun at the same time. Haha. Actually I ms plaing soccer. But not as much as I miss my Syazaa.

She pick me up when I book out on thurs. I was so excited to see her after 5 days. And kinda afraid too since I cant do anything stupid when Im in uniform. If Im charged, its detention barracks for me. Hmm. But we got home as fast as we cld. I changed and finally I get to hug her. It didnt matter if we were at the bus stop opposite to my hse. Haha. Feels gd to have someone to hug again.

My hamster is getting fatter and his fur is getting dirtier. Seriosuly, Im beginning not to trust my hamster with my dad. He keeps waking hammer up anitime he wants to play with it an dkeep feeding him each time hammer's tray is empty. Its really not healthy. Hmm. Shld Syazaa keep hammer? Im still wondering. Shes a bz women. No time for pets.

Speaking of hammer. Its getting late and I need to clean his cage b4 I slp. Gtg.

Love you dear.

N4407

2007-03-31T12:49:00.000+08:00

Ninja Warrior

Ive just book out of Tekong yesterday after 15 days in a island with no freedom. Everywhere you go theres a sargent with you. Everywhere you wanna go you must run. And strickly no dragging of boots. If you dun comply with these basic rules, half left, Ninja! (means you have to do push up, hehe)

Welcome to my millitary life where softness is not accepatable. Onli the tuff and the strong will survive. Haha. Bullshit. I just wanna get these 3 months of bmt hell over and done with and even if I get to go to command school, most prob I will reject the offer. I wanna slack man. Its NS!

Made some new frens over at the army. Muscular Navin, The other Navin, Eugene, Tze Kwang, Casper the Singh, Alex 'Austin' Powers, Mat Rempet Salah and the notorious Ninja Boy( Hes a ghost, Died a few yrs back, Jump off the genarator opposite my bunk).

PT Suxs. Seriously. I dun mind route marches or foot drills. But Im super lazy when it comes to pt. We counted once and on average we did ard 120-150 push ups a day ( for pt and punishment). Damm tiring man.

I caught a throat infection a day before booking out. Damm suay. While the rest were practicing on rifle drills, I was lying in bed watching dem. Have a feeling Im gg to fail the test on monday.

Hmm. Gtg now. Meeting Syazaa soon to go beach rd and buys army stuff plus also go watch and movie and have dinner. Its on syazaa today. Yea! Haha. Army pay is just not enuff.

For all those gg to sevre NS soon. I advice you to appreciate the simplest thing in life. You will miss all this veri soon. Espc to those having GF. Treat them nice. You will miss your gf the most. I did. Tc.

Now where is my thermometer? Hmmm

As A Chapter Ends, A New One Begins

2007-03-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

Im A Soldier

Alrite 'A's are out.. Im happy dat I manage to get a full cert.. But now im wat they wld say 'stranded'. My grades are 2Ds and a C.. Its veri diff to get to uni and if I dun get in my choices are btwn poly and NIE.. How? Hmm.. I have till Monday to make my choice.. After dat Im gg NS and by the time I get out the application wld be closeeeed.. Hmmmmmm..

Everybody say goodbye to Asri the average student civilian and Hello to Asri the 'Super' Soldier.. Haha.. As of 15 March.. I will be a soldier.. Sent to protect my beloved Singapore.. But I doubt I'll make a good soldier.. Haha.. Im kinda too pampered by my mom.. U cant expect me to clean the toilet and wash my own clothes!!! I nr did those stuff b4.. Haha...

Currently making full use of the time I have left at hm.. Spending time wif Fam, Syazaa and Frens.. Playing badminton with bekals, talking to my mom and hanging out wif my lovely Syazaa.. Im gg to ms my Mom and Syazaa the most when I go to NS.. I really dun mind the training and all.. Im just afraid I'll be homesick.. Im nvr away frm home for more than a wk! Even on holiday.. So how siaaaaaaaaa!

K lah.. I better log off.. My comp on for almost 12 hrs due to my aunty whos crazy abt anime.. Anime aunty.. You ever heard of that.. She use my comp to watch Prince of Tennis at youtube.. Haha..

Congrats to all those who get good results for 'A's.. I envy you.. To all those who didnt do too great I say life goes on.. Theres diff paths you still can take.. Just dun quite studying just yet.. To those poly peeps.. Gd luck on your attachment and all the best for your final projects.. Dun slack too much.. Haha.. See you guys in 2 wks time..

Love you dear..

Germany.NS.Vday And Such

2007-02-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

Shisha Me Not?

Been thinking bout getting me one of those shisha pipes but me lady have been pyscho me not to.. Mayb its due because shisha is rather hazardous to your health and also the cost of it.. A small pipe cost 85 bucks and the tobbaco is an alarming 65 bucks for 250g (overseas its just abt $20).. Yea.. Im still thinking bout it.. One of the reason I wanna get it is becoz I easily get bored nowadays.. I got nothing to do! Anyway I still have some money left over frm my working days.. I have not spent anything on myself other than some clothes and a $19 shoe.. Haha.. Feel like I shld give myself a treat.. Haha..

I got no idea when my results are coming out.. And the dreams I have are increasing.. But of it is not good! In fact all of these dreams are nitemares.. Had one just last nite.. I passed all my other subjects with As and Bs.. But I failed GP.. Thats the worst lah.. U fail GP.. U fail everything.. Im really worried now.. Hmm.. Pls god.. I really wanna pass.. I dun care if my grades dun allow me to go Uni.. I just wanna pass my As.. Pls..

Vday was cool.. Syazaa lied.. I didnt get all excited abt it.. I just wanna show her dat I still love her.. She made me sort of a photo book.. It has all my friends in it.. Reminds me of the good old days we use to have.. And or coz it has her face in almost all of the pics.. Hehe.. Thnks dear.. Im definately gg to bring it to NS.. Ghostrider was not bad either.. It kind of lack the action.. Pretty funny though.. Didnt know Cage can do comedy..

Im hungry now.. Gg to grandma's to eat TOM YAM.. Yum Yum.. Mom and Sis still not back yet frm Germany.. Coming back on Sunday.. Hope they get me cool stuff.. So far I got a shirt, formal shoes, and Im hearing another Arsenal jersey on the way too..! Yeah.. Just hope its the red colour this time ard.. Yellow makes me look gay.. Haha.. See ya..

Love you b..

Chocolatey Taste

2007-01-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

Chocolatey Taste

Chocolate is the best snack in the world.. Melting a few choco bars and dipping a whole bag of marshmallow into it is my fav thing to do these days.. I know it seems girlish and shit but hey.. Girls have a good taste in food.. Men will go for anything that can make them full.. I should know.. Coz im one of those who eat almost anything..!

Life ok i guess.. Im bored actually.. Really bored.. Three things I look forward to is 1) Gg hm frm work to be with my pet hamster, Hammer.. 2) Watching movies and prison break at peekvid.com .. 3) Getting my pay (which could not have come in sooner).. Haha..

Im gg to be out of job soon.. The pass renewal project at the airport is ending soon.. As the project end, so do us, the part timers, quietly being let go.. Hmm.. Its ok.. I plan onli to work till Feb.. So I can slack and train for my NS.. I hope to lose a few kg befroe gg in.. At least so I can look good when I take my 'A's result which is coming in very soon..

My prediction for As - GP : C5
MATHS : D
BIO :B
CHEM : C

Hopefully I can get these results.. Its not good enough but at least I can pass and enrole in some course at university.. Insyallah..

Allah pls help me..

Past, Present And Future

2007-01-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

When Your Ard

Jus read an email frm my sec sch buddy, Mr BigDaddyCool, Adam who Ive not seen in ages.. Anyway the email was abt things we (babies born in the 80s) had which may not exist these days.. Things like learning to brush our teeth 10 times on each side, paying 30 cents for a glass of orange or rose syrup, BNPS use to have this chicken rice with a special chicken, Ive yet to find a stall selling the same chicken, boys (me) catching spiders (bu, kang and hantu) and having eraser war (I always lose man).. Hmm..

It made me realize how much life has change for me.. Frm thinking that I wld nvr want to be married to having a gf during sec 1 and lasting till now.. And thinking that $2 was a super huge sum of money to having $800/month and still not statisfied.. Hmm..

I shld have really cherish those days.. It was simple and alot less problems to think abt.. No thinking bout girls, clothes, electronic gadgets and studies were nvr something to think abt.. It was all abt the games and the cartoons.. Yeah! TMNT and Double Dragon and Spiderman.. My fav cartoons even till I was in Sec3.. Haha.. Hate to admit it.. But I use to watch Teletubies, Blues Clues and Bear In the Big Blue Hse too..

Rite now Ive nothing to lk forward to.. Hell to my As results and NS.. Work has became something to pass the time.. Syazaa is somehow too bz to spent time with me.. Most of my frens shld be working.. So Im pretty bored and afraid nowadays.. Afraid I wld go back to my secret gf in Sec1.. Shes been coming up alot in my mind lately.. Trying really hard to flush her out.. Hmm.. Give me strength god..

Heal Me, Im Heartsick

2006-12-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

My Heartsick Cry

Just got back frm my trip to escape with some of my Sec Sch buddies.. Was kinda fun since Ive not been to a theme park for ages.. And my fear for 'Vikings' has disappeared! Haha.. I rode it twice without my face getting all cramp up.. And I developed a new love for go karts.. It was fun over taking my frens and 'drifting' on the slippery asphalt.. Haha..

Receive my pay last Weds.. Hmm.. Before I was a wking man.. $234 seems big to me.. But now that I am.. Hmm.. It all seems a lot smaller.. Haha.. I have to support myself and also save up just in case.. So out of $200.. $100 I save and the rest is for food, mom and syazaa.. She knows that when Im wking.. Evrything is on me.. Hmm.. Dats another problem.. Haha.. I enjoy spending on her, seeing her happy.. Wants to buy her a new bag for sch.. But got no idea what to buy.. And with me always wking.. Theres no time to go shopping.. Hmm

Im planning to buy a psp.. But I heard frm my frens its a waste of money.. It will cost at least $400 with the memory stick! And I will onli get to play it till march since I will be gg to ns by den.. Hmm.. How? But its been my dream to have a game console.. You know that throughout my 18 yrs of life.. Ive nvr own a playstation or an xbox! Onli sega.. And dat seems ages ago.. Hmm..

Merry christmas to all my frens, and wish my uncle, grandaunties and granduncle a safe journey to and back frm Haji..

Semoga Allah melindungi jemaah-jemaah haji. Amin.

What Can I Say

2006-12-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

What Can I Say

Here I am listening to my all one of my fav band Millencolin wishing I hav all the riches in the world living a dream to be a pilot and having my wings badge pin into my shirt.. Hmm.. Hey dat cld happen.. Haha..

Ive hit a job thnks to my sec sch fren Ramadhan.. Heslking for a job too like me.. And when he had an offer he tag me along.. Though the job is slack and the ppl are great.. The pay sucks to the core.. $36 a day with no overtime pay.. U wk overtime to get a day off with pay onli.. Lets say I overtime for 4 hrs.. I can take Sat off as Sat is half day.. Hmm.. I dun wan off.. I wan money! Hmm

Went to play soccer this morning.. I assist the first goal but after dat sort of getting slppy so I was pratically half awake the rest of the game.. Tink Arep is mad at me.. Sorry man.. Ive been waking up early all wk.. I nid to slp till 12 at least on one day to get rid of these ugly eye bags.. Haha.. Hitch a taxi with rob and p along the way hm.. I dun wan to be dupree man.. But they offer me.. Haha.. I dun like to trouble ppl so I paid rob abit and got off to take 17 hm.. Hehe.. Tink rob was abit jealous coz p kept talking to me and not to him.. Sorry man.. I didnt meant to.. And think p was just being friendly..

Went to my grandma hse to meet little Nurul Syaza.. My aunty just gave birth to a cute baby girl.. Actually she has no name yet but her sisters kept insisting on Nurul Syaza since they know my girl's name is Syaza.. Haha.. Weird ppl.. Why want to name a new born baby after someone dat you dun even know yet.. Hehe

K la.. My hand are tired of typing and I have o wk tmw.. Boooo.. Love you dear..

I can win solitaire in 1 sec!

Fight The Fight Alone

2006-12-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

Fight The Fight Alone

Blogging quite late at night with 'droppy' eyes due to the lack of slp frm last night bbq pit coz 'somebody- snugglepuss' dun wan to study and wan sumting better to do like reading ppl's blog.. Hehe.. You shld be studying dear.. Your exams are nearing..

Ok.. Lets talk abt the pit.. Bekals had a pit on yesterday.. It was fun.. We invited almost everybody that we cld.. The turn out however was lesser than last yr but we still had fun nonetherless.. Hehe..

I wan to thnk all my bekal frens for the nice bufday 'suprise'- even Syazaa was involve in the suprise.. They bought for me a tiramisu cake! Everybody said it was nice.. But sorry Joe and Rob didnt get to taste the cake.. Thnks guys!

We started to get ready for the pit as early as '11'.. But ppl came at 1130.. Some didnt came at all! But its ok.. We head to the pit and started to lit the pit at abt 7.. Syaza came.. When I met her, I cld see frm her face she was abit nervous.. Didnt smile dat much and was quiet along the way to the pit.. But when we reach there she was ok.. I introduce her again to the guys and by the time Ili came, snugglepuss was relaxed.. Hehe..

After Syazaa went hm.. The guys(and some girls) and me played 'taite'.. We played afew games before they start to sabo me and Hadi.. I got my bday bash and hadi had his butt spanked.. It was funny.. Hadi's butt was soar after dat..

Later we played some beach socccer.. It was sliding action all the time and by morning all of our legs and feet were soar and some were bleeding.. Hehe.. Yet we still had fun..

The next morning, the guys played bluff before packing the tent and lunch at Macs..

Overall, it was a new and fun experience for me.. Though it was tiring.. Hope we can do this shit again next yr guys.. Peace out..

Love you sexy thang.

Dinner And Dance

2006-12-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

Dinner And Dance

Here I am listening to Dont Hate Me by 112 - I think dats the title, nice song.. Bored with nothing to do other then watching all of 'That 70's Show' at youtube.. Hmm.. Snugglpuss (trying out new pet name) out with her family today so Im all alone.. Sat use to be our day.. But now Fri is our day.. Her parents abit strict abt fam time.. Use to be just Sun but now Sat also taken.. So I got to give way.. My fam? Haha.. We nvr ever have fam time.. The whole fam nvr went out together.. There must be a few members left behind.. Haha

Prom was ok.. But I didnt win Prom King man.. So sad.. Haha.. Jking.. How to be prom king when I dun know most of the Chinese students.. My mission to keep a low profile at JC worked after all.. Haha.. The program was ok i guess.. Normal thang.. A few games - We won the table contest thnks to hadi, funny guy.. Lucky draw thruout and we didnt win anything! Rod was a fun host.. Cracking jokes and teasing the contestant.. The best dress winners were ok la.. I really tot Salam wld win for male but the judges chose Benin.. For the female obviously la.. Queeny(I dunno how to spell her name) was super sexy.. Sorry if I sound pervertic but all the guys was talking bout her boobs pouring out.. Think thats why she won.. Haha.. Prom King was popular and handsome.. Dunno the Prom Queen at all!

Had hokcey this morning.. Had fun but skill sux and slip thruout the game.. Coz my shoe's sole was torn off.. I had no grip whatsoever.. Haha.. Samad was angry we came late.. But what the hell.. We played the THIRD game.. And when we reach, his keepers were still gearing up.. So whatever mister.. Im no longer in tpjc..

Mayb have a soccer match tmw.. Actually Im quite glad Im not in the starting line up coz I noe I cant last the whole game.. My legs cramp up ALOT nowadays.. During practice I had a cramp everytime I scored a goal.. Haha!

If theres no soccer match tmw I'll be coming to ugame dear.. Wait for me aite..

First priority : Find a job! If anybody has lobang do call me.. ! My pocket kering you know.. Ask snugglepuss.. Haha

You, Me and .....

2006-12-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

You, Me and ...

Sometimes its nice just hanging out doing nothing.. With a good movie on and good food and the company of ur beloved date.. But den it will soon turn to a something!

Its been awhile since we actually just chill and watch a movie.. No special occasion.. No need to study.. I really miss it when we wld go to the movies almost every wk.. Remember dear.. I had a job.. We went to movies each wk.. Chill at the beach.. It was cool.. But you had to spoil it by getting angry when I have to work and cant spent time with you.. Pls dun be like dat again tis yr honey.. But I will find time for you.. I promise.. The money is for my savings.. (you know how much money is in my bank account) Hehe..

Gtg dear.. Got hockey tmw.. Love you.. Blog again soon..

2006-11-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me

My Top 3 Best Birthday Gift Ever:
1)BMX Bike when I was in 10
2)Gameboy at 11
3)Ipod Shuffle at 18!

My birthday came and past.. Had fun that day spending time with Syazaa the 'Tazmania' - she wants me to call her that as a new petname, weird huh? Haha..

Been waiting for my burpday for months as it signal that I am officially legal and that exams are over! I am a man now, No longer a boy.. Yea..!

Start the day by going for my friday prayers.. Ask god for forgiveness and heatlh.. Thnks god for the life I have now..

Went to pick ur Tazmania at her hse.. She looked stunning and smell great.. I like her new perfume.. We went to vivo city after dat..

She bought me a present and I cant wait to open so I open it at the mrt station.. Hehe.. Shock to find an ipod shuffle it the 'overly taped wrapping paper'.. Haha.. Part of me was overjoyed coz I finally have an mp3 player but I also felt guilty coz it was damm expansive! $165! I know Tazmania is broke now.. She has to be.. Haha.. I you need money dear.. Tell me.. Nanti I kasi.. This also means I have to get her something expansive for vday.. Hmm.. I already have something in mind..

Its the new ipod shuffle.. The tiny wif the clip one.. Cool.. Very few ppl have.. Haha.. I can take it to go jogging.. Yeah!

When we reach Vivo it was packed with ppl.. Like sardines in a can ready to be eaten with bread or cooked with sambal tumis.. Yea..

We went to buy tix for movie but ppl were queing up like buying toto for a million dollar sweep.. Wow!

So we went to eat at Earle Swensen.. It was one of our greatest dining experience.. The menu was abit different but the ice cream were the same.. We ate seafood pasta.. And topless 5 with our fav flovours- sticky chewy chocolate esp.. Yeah! But the greatest thang abt the restaurant was the VIEW! It overlooked Sentosa.. We could see the cable cars, ferries and Merlion.. It was nice.. Ohh ya.. Tazmania also got me a card.. Its cute and you can record your voice so that the card will play it when you press play.. Syazaa recorded 'Happy Birthday Dear.. I Love You.." Hehe..

We went shopping after dat.. Syazaa went to buy an OP T-Shirt , chocolates at candy empire and I bought an Everlast shoe.. Theres alot alot of stores at Vivo! Had fun window shopping with her..

We sat at the rooftop and chill for awhile.. It had a 'swimming pool for ur feet' and a great view of the habour - we saw the star cruise ship, verry big sey.. Haha..

I appreciate you spending time with me dear even though I can see dat ur really tired.. Rest when you have the time dear.. I wont disturb you.. If you want to chill anywhere just call me and I'll be there.. I have no job rite now so I have alot alot of free time..

Thnks so much for the present, the card, the time spent with me and for making my day special.. I had fun..

Ohh yeah! My family gave me presents too.. My mom gave me a sheep.. Seriously..! Im gg to perform korban this year's hari raya haji.. Haha.. My sisters gave me money to buy my prom clothes..! I bought evrything but my pants dun match with my blazer so tmw gg with mom to find pants.. Yeah.. Blog abt it soon..

I love you dear.. And I cant thnk you enuff for the present.. Thnks!

Its over!

2006-11-23T14:11:00.000+08:00

Its over!

Yeah man.. Schools out and the exams are over.. Ive been waiting for this moment for months! Yeah.. Its finally here.. But theres a problem.. I dunno what to do now that I dun have to study no more.. Hmm.. Abit too early to get a job but bored at home..

Heres a brief info of how my 'A's went:

GP comp was sucky.. I tink I wrote out of point coz I didint reeallt ans the question.. Thats scary.. If I GP i fail everything! Aim = C6

Maths was suprisingly hard! Im serious.. The pp2 was difficult when its suppose to be easy.. Aim = D

Chem was managable.. Weird.. I expect it to be hard.. Hmm.. Aim = D

Bio was kinda ok.. Run out of time for pp2! Shity.. Aim = C

How am i gg to go Uni with this grades?? I dun want to keep my hopes high so I aim low.. Hmm.. But if I dun go Uni.. I already know where to go.. Its a matter if Syazaa is willing to wait.. Looks like we have to get married when we 28 dear.. Sorry Sorry Strawbery cupcake..! Haha

Tmw my birthday! Gg out wif Syazaa to Vivo or mayb escape.. Wonder what shes buying for me.. Hmmmmmmmm..... Hope its a belt or a watch.. Hmmmmmm.. Hehe..

My friends already gave me a bday present.. Azfar,jimmy,Hafiz and Arep took me to the red district on Weds.. Well actually we just went ard it.. Didnt get out of the car at all.. I was excited coz it was my first time and was funny.. Haha! Got indians in sari, huge tall bapok and oversize, not very good looking girls.. Haha.. Azfar wind down my window and stop infront one of them.. I was afraid she wld tok to me so I close my face with my bag and pretended to be slpping.. It was scary.. I didnt want to bust my 5 yrs of being 'loyal' to Syazaa.. Haha.. (I am loyal!)

Gtg play soccer now.. Abit slppy but I already promise.. Call me if you reading this dear.. Im bored.. Hmm

2006-09-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ramadan Is Here

Hey.. Its me again.. Been a long time since I blog.. Wanna know why? My comp is spoilt.. Hehe. Getting it repaired soon.. Yea..

Fasting month is here.. Time to do less sins and more good deeds.. Hmm..

Getting my prelim results soon too.. Hmm.. Think I did pretty bad in Maths and I know I did bad in Chem.. My only hope is in Bio.. Hope I do well.. Hmm..

I ms Syazaa deeply.. Been a long time since we met.. Shes very busy lately with work and netball.. Hope she gets int o the team.. All the best dear..

Well.. Blog agsin soon den.. Selamat berpuase people!

Fatso

2006-09-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

Im A Fatso!

Hey Guys! Its a sunday morning.. So im listening to Sunday Morning by Marroon 5.. Hehe..

You might have seen Asri having s little tubby belly nowdays.. Wanna know why? I gain weight! Abt 10 kg of it.. Im now 73 kg.. Hehe.. Not the skinny Asri anymore.. But then fat not that cool ah.. I dunfit into my pants no more and I cant wear those tight shirts that I use to wear few years ago.. Hehe.. So dear.. If you ever go overseas and wan to buy me a hsirt.. Find me M or L size only k.. Haha..

Why am I blogging when my prelims is in 8 days! Yahoo! So happy.. Haha.. Actually been quit stress.. Im afraid I wont do well.. The prelims is my only chance to boost up my confidence.. Im afraid of taking exmas nowadys.. Im afraid I wld fail agian!.. Hmm.. On my last stats test.. My fingers were shaking man.. Had to get mayself back together b4 doing the test.. But it was ok.. I got a B.. Yeah!

Had fun of Thurs and Fri! Yet again im suppose to be studying.. Went to hang out with the guys on Thurs.. Went to eat Murtabak and went sheesha.. All to celebrate Arep birthday.. Happy Birthday Arep! Sorry if our present were a little kasar.. We just wanted to make you laugh.. Sorry!

On Fri.. I had fun with Syazaa! We haven met for 4 days.. I was starting to feel uneasy.. Hehe.. We met and went to Suntec to eat Delifrance and den we went to the arcarde.. Syazaa wanted to win this N73 in a box thingy.. U know? Nvm.. SHe spent $6 on trying.. Itwas quite hard.. You got to press the correct button at the correct time for the lever to go up.. Though it was a WASTE of money.. Hehe.. We had fun..

Ok den.. I got to go buy breakfast for my LAZY sis.. Hmm.. Catch you later guys..

Love you dear

Am I?

2006-08-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

Too Late To Be Sad

Hey! Im going to start this entry with a riddle..
Why did the boy ate his homework?
You'll get your answer when you finish reading the entry..
Hehe

New skin.. Copied frm people.. I dunno how to create my own ah.. But need help with tagboard.. So dear.. If you would do the honour? Thnks..

Life is stressfull nowadays.. Was saying to Syazaa the other day how I wish we were in Sec2/3.. Life was much simpler.. We had all the time in the world and nothing to worry about.. Now we barely have time to meet.. Hmm.. JCs are busy studying for Pormos and 'A's.. While Polys are bz with their project and exams.. Been a long long time since I meet Husni.. Remember we wld go to town and get lost there.. But we still had fun doing nothing..

My studies not getting much better.. Seriously most of my friends are wondering why we didnt choose Poly.. Much simpler.. 'A's are harder than we thought.. For most of us the thought of passing is enough.. To score is a different story.. Hmm.. How are we ever to survive..? Wish I was one of those smart kids who get all As for their exams..

Went to watch TPJC vs Nyp yesterday.. Wanted to play but too many ppl came.. So i wanna let the JC1 to play.. And frankly, I was not sure if Mr.Samad would let me play.. Sometimes I notice hes abit bias.. Well whatever.. Im not in the team.. So up to the junior to figure him out..

Went to watch the Break-Up with Syazaa on thursday.. Shes been wanting to see the show.. Ok lah.. The gay part was quite funny.. But the ending was abit weird.. Hmm.. But Syazaa like it so I like it.. Haha..

Guess I shld be gg to buy food now.. Hungry.. See you ard.. Love you dear.. BTW.. To the Secondary Sch peeps.. Do come back to TPSS for Teachers Day.. Been a long time since we met..

Ohh yah.. The riddle.. The ans is...................

Because his teacher said it was "a piece of cake".. Get it?.. Hmm.. Nvm

Redneck Bastards

2006-08-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

Macbeatuiful

Whats beauty? Perception of beauty differ frm one being to another.. Some ppl are so deceived by the exterior that they do not forsee the evil.. The destitute sees beauty more often that those that are well of.. Hmm.. But they lack good judgement of how they act upon it as experience have taught most of us.. The "rich" type.. Security of our country taken for granted by most..

To tell you the truth.. I dunno if what I just wrote make any sense at all! Haha..

National day just passed.. The parade was well done but not as great as the previous years.. There were no tanks thiss yr to my utter disappointment.. Hmm.. I love seeing those massive vehicle drive by.. Its such a great view.. I remember a few years back.. There were anbundant army vehicle on show and they even drove by public roads so that civilians can have a closer look.. It was great.. My kuzzins and me were running to Bedok Stadium to watch them.. Hmm..

But the fireworks display this yr were much better.. My pity to those ppl that went to the Esplanade to watch the display and were left with confusion that you cant see the display frm Esplanade.. May be due to the fact that the fireworks this yr were done with short range displays..

Btw.. Did anybody manage to catch the Fireworks Festival? It was amazing.. I missed the first two display.. But thankfully manage to catch yesterday's display.. It was facinating.. Alot of spectators were saying "Aww" and "Ouuuu".. The one and half hour wait was worthwhile after all..

However.. What still puzzled me is why Singaporeans must be so 'KIASU'.. The display was up in the sky.. You do not need to stand up to have a better view..! But thats what the people did.. Hmm.. Totally bogus.. Guess what Mr.Lim, my General Paper tutor, said was kind of true.. Why must Singaporean take the lift when they live on the second floor? Have you ever wondered.. My friend debated that we pay tax for it so therfore entitled to use it.. But did you know that the purpose of having lifts servicing on all the floors of our HDB flats is for our older generation use.. Singapore being an aging population and what not.. The more security and accomodation the government gives to the people, the more lazier we get..

Im going to school now with glasses.. Yes.. Im back to the years before I met Nian Ci, the girl who introduce me to contact lenses.. Nerdy bespectacles boy is my name.. Actaully I bought the specs for NS.. So I chose one that is more sporty.. But carelessness bestowed upon me as I forgot to real the manual and realize that in the army only black coloured rim spectacles were allowed.. Hmm.. Now Im stucked with a huge sporty/nerdy specs.. Well Whatever..

Ive gtg now.. Love you dear.. Thnks fr yesterday.. I had fun..

Our Anniversary

2006-07-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

The Best Gift Ever

Hey ppl.. Im gg to be abit mushy this time.. Ok.. Im always mushy.. Hehe

But its the nicest present anyone have given me..

Today is my 5h yr anniversary with my beloved Syazaa.. Hehe..

She gave me a pair of slippers and even offered to treat me lunch..

I really enjoyed all of it..

But what really touch my heart is the VCD that she made for me..

It was so sweet and thoughtful..

She made sort of a picture slide show with music and everything..
It was very organized and I can see she put alot of thought and hard work into it..

Thnks dear.. Remember I said I wanted you to show me that you love me.. U did it..

Love you heartable girl.. Happy 5th Anniversary..

5th Year

2006-07-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

A Blessing - Is It Any Wonder?

Hey folks.. Listening to Keane while blogging.. Tmw is the big day.. Tmw we will offcially be 5 yrs.. Yea..! Been so long since that day.. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Bought for Syazaa a pair of converse shoe.. Hope she like it.. Its brown and blue in colour with jagged sole.. Thats the in trend amongst girls rite? I see girls wear it alot.. Hehe.. The original shoes that Syazaa wanted didnt have her size.. Its either this shoe or the grey one.. Personally .. I tot grey is a bad colour for young girls.. Hehe.. Even Ili thinks so.. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Congrats to Cute Asses(05S05 and 05A05 netball team). They got thru finals and I, as their "manager" am proud of them.. Hehe.. All the way to the top guys.. One love.. Yeah..

Sch sucks lately.. I dumn get vectors and my revision is way behind schedule.. With Napfa coming up.. How I wish I was in Pes F.. Just like Desmond.. Dont have to go thru NS.. Hmm.. One by obe my fren got Pes C,D,F.. All can get slack job in NS.. Ppl hear me get Pes A they say I confirm go OCS become Officer.. Haha.. Phat hope! I have weak upeer body strenght.. Sucks man.. But wld be great if I bcome an officer.. Then I can bully all my frens.. Haha! Gd morning Sir Asri! Yea..

Well.. GTG NOW!.. Im late for revision! Chow..

Love you dear. Happy 5th year anniversary.. My love for you is growing and will never die.
Peace.

Balla Baby

2006-07-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

Well Whatever

Engkaula yg satu
Pujaan hatiku
Sucinya cintaku padamu
Kasih dan rinduku
Milikmu..

Hehe.. Lyrics to a malay song that Im always listening to nowadays.. Sweet song.. Abt a guy bearing out his heart towards the girl that he loves..

Ok.. Studies suck! I got one of the worst exam results Ive ever got in years.. Failed my GP and my chem.. Well chem was expected.. The paper was quite hard to me.. But GP.. Im totally disappointed at myself.. To me GP was the subject Im able to pass.. During JC1, I was able to pass it why cant I in JC2.. Hmm.. Im stupid!

Bio was disappointing too! Tot I wld atleast got a C.. But I only got a an E! Shit! Whats happening to me! Need to buck up Asri.. Hmm

Nothing much happen lately other than sucky results.. Went to a wedding tadi.. K la.. The food was nice but shy ah to take more and the kendarat was lacking.. Pity sia.. If only the kendarat was more and efficient then the function wld be a succes.. Evrybody was complaining..

Went to TM and CS to do some shopping.. My parents bought this tower fan.. The wind not that strong but my mom says she just want to but it so that she can be modernize.. Haha.. Funny having old parents..

I bought a shirt at Lawmen.. Got 50% off sia!.. Who dun want.. Haha.. Gonna wear that shirt either on the TPSS musical this Fri or went I go out with my dear Syazaa to celebrate her bday in 1 wk time.. Hehe

I haven bought her present yet..! Need help in buying jacket! Pls help me.. And dun worry.. She knows Im getting her a jacket.. She asked for it.. No shame.. Haha! jking dear..

Thnks dear for spending time with me this wk.. I had fun.. Hope you wont get bored of studying most of the time when we go out.. I need to study! I try to squeeze in soome time each outing for leisure k.. Hehe..

K.. Guess thats it.. Im gg to study till finals tonight! Yea.. Chow..
FRANCE FRANCE FRANCE!
Sorry dear.. Italy gg to lose..
Love you.

When Winter Comes In Summer

2006-06-28T08:53:00.000+08:00

At Home

Hey der! Im at home when Im suppose to be in sch.. Great huh? Exams are over yea and we tot we dont need to come today.. Guess we were wrong! My form teacher been calling me.. All over for us.. Sure kena scolding when I come to sch later.. Haha.. Ok den.. Im off to sch.. See ya!

Its Been 2 Days

2006-06-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Come Home Soon

It's been two days and I'm missing you already..
Never really thought you could mean so much
In such a little time..
You won't be home when I call you
You're in Genting now, I hope that you'll be home soon
When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
(Part of lyrics frm come home soon)

Hello ppl.. Blogging when Im suppose to be sleeping or studying.. Hehe.. Cant help it.. I miss her.. Normally ard this time she wld call me on the phone just to say good night.. Hmm.. Now theres no ring on my phone.. Hmm..

Feeling bored since the Sunday that she left.. Hmm.. Saiful called and we went to study at the airport just now.. Did get some work done.. But not much.. Toking to Saiful half the time and calling ppl up to play soccer tmw.. That boy attention spent is limited.. Haha.. No offence Sai.. We studied at Starbucks since I think Saiful wanted to meet his fren who is a girl.. Hidayah..

Dats all I did since she left.. The rest of the time is spent at home studying.. Haha.. Not interesting huh my life..

Ohh yah.. Someting happen.. Sai showed me this recreational club at the roof of airport.. Cool huh.. Theres tennis courts and the canteen is amazing! Theres this Changi Recreational Club there.. I had no idea it exist.. Frm the roof the view is amazing.. You can see the tower clearly and can see how big T3 is gg to be.. Haha..

Hmm.. Dats it I guess.. Tmw got bio in the morning.. Boo.. And soccer in the afternoon.. Hmm.. Need to get rid of the tummy.. Scared Syazaa wont be sexually turn on if I dont.. Haha.. Tmw she will be back and we will spent the whole of Wedsnesday together.. So buzz off ppl.. Im taken for Wedsnesday..

K den.. Im off to slp and maybe think of a poem to write.. Its been a long time since I wrote one.. Hope Im not rusty.. Haha..

Dear if you ever online at first world hotel cyber cafe and read this.. Tag me!

Chow ppll..

Im thinking abt you..
Your gone and Im here to stay..
Time goes by so slow when your not there..

Your All That I Want

2006-06-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

Your Everything

Good evening dear readers..

A long time since I blog.. And so here it is.. A week or two in the life of Asri..

Nothing much happen really.. Hmm.. First week of holiday wasnt much interesting.. Got afew extra lesson.. Didnt go the one on Thurs.. Was down with flu.. Really! I didnt skip ok.. Got back the maths exam pp on Fri.. Pretty ok with 61.. But I was aiming for a 70.. Hmm.. Careless.. Dats the problem with everyone.. Well.. At least I didnt fail.. On Sunday.. I went to the hockey BBQ.. It was a long time since I met dem hockey players all together.. We ate different types of food.. And had fun playing sherades.. I dunno how to spell it.. Its a game where u got to act out something and let ur team members guess what the thing is.. Alah.. U get the idea.. Sorry for making u the beast sop.. Hehe.. Went hm at abt 12.. Thnk you JC1 hockey members for organizing the pit.. It was fun and thnks to Fatin for the sweet note.. Hehe

The 2nd week I went to my class bbq on Monday!.. I was fun.. We hung out and tok.. Didnt play mcuh games.. But it was still fun hanging out with the guys.. We ate alot of food! Chicken,fishball,hotdog,stingray.. I espc like the satay.. Hehe..

Revision was done with Syazaa mostly.. Actaully I shld be doing it now.. But see what Im doing.. Hehe.. Syazaa is happy now that her exams are over.. For now.. But think she have alot of projects to do.. Hmm.. All the best to her.. Shes gg holiday again.. Wont be seeing her frm Sun to Tues.. Hmm.. All alone again.. But its ok.. I be gg to sch and train for my Napha.. Need to get that stupid silver.. Bronze not good enuff.. Stupid thang.. Hmm..

Hmm.. Im tired.. Yea! My sis gg to treat us Sakura on the 19th.. Cant wait.. Food! Glorious food!

Pillows

2006-05-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

Pillows

Hey peeps! I love PILLOWS! No its not a type of bantal.. Its a type of crakers.. Chocolate filled crakers! Nice.. Shld try.. Sold in most NTUC and mama shop.. Hehe..

Blogging after a wk of mugging for the Maths CT just now.. Hope I did my best and manage to get most of the question correct.. If not I'll be dissapointed again.. Btw.. Think I screw up my GP..! Shit.. Enough abt studies.. Its the holidays! Well.. At least for a wk.. Coz after that.. I need to study for the rest of my papers..

Hmm.. A few pit coming up this holiday.. Not bad not bad.. Which means I need to go shopping! Need to buy beach shorts and sandals man.. Hope my mom could sponsor.. Bekal boys maybe gg to have apit.. Still in discussion.. Hockey having it on the 4th of June.. And my class having it on the 5th!.. Haha.. Sure gg to berak2.. Too much burnt food in the old stomach..

Hmm.. My parents gg Haji in a few years time.. So they say.. They intend to bring me along.. However it is unlikely that NS would let me go so easily.. Hehe.. Im not the MM grandson or anything you know..

Syazaa been bz with poly life lately.. With projects and all.. Just hope shes not lying to me.. Sekali bt project lain ker.. Haha.. Her Bday in abt 1 and half months time.. Im still low on budjet.. My only hope si that my aunty wants me to tuition my kuz which will earn me abt $270 per month.. In 2 months can buy me a psp.. Haha..

Ok.. Im gg end it here.. Toodles..
All the niggers in the hse say yeah! Yeah!

Love u hun.

Dont Answer

2006-05-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

Dont Answer

Whatever you do.. Dont ans the phone! Hehe.. Watch the movie "When a stranger calls" at CS just now with Syazaa.. Hehe.. She suggested it but at last shes the one dats covering her eyes abt 1/3 of the movie.. Haha.. Scardy cat.. The show k la.. Suspense but the same old plot.. Phone calls.. Ohh you gg to die thang.. Boring.. Im waiting for a suspense/horror flick with a new plot.. Something I dunno whats gg to happen next.. Hehe..

Ok! If you dunno.. Hockey tounament are over.. No more training.. No more hockey.. We lost the last game.. If we won.. We get thru.. But fate wants it to be this way.. So now Im bugging for my mid yrs common test.. So dear.. If you feel like Im pulling away from you.. You know why.. Im sorry..

Hmm.. Happy Mothers' Day.. Actually its Saturday.. But I just wanna wish in advance.. My 2nd sis bought for my mom a crystal vase.. We all sharing the cost.. Actually I dun quite like the present.. My mom likes crystall but she has too much of it.. Hmm.. Anyway.. Da beli.. What to do..

Next week is NAFTA test.. I scared ah.. I dun wan to go NS 1 month early.. Hmm.. Got my lower body strenght but my upper body is totally not existant.. Haha..

Syazaa also nervous becoz she gg for her netball tryouts.. Keep motivating her to keep calm.. Shes been palying netball all her life.. Cant find a reason why they wont choose her.. Dun like the national players be a threat to you k cupcake.. Been jogging with her at Bedok Reservoir to imporve her stamina again.. Yea

K.. Guess thats it.. Im gg to watch lost and study now... Tc Guys..
Love you dear

Jelly Anyone?

2006-04-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

Jelly Anyone?

Hi.. Been a long time since I blog.. And supirsingly.. Syazaa is not abit mad pon.. Haha.. Been bz lately.. With hockey and test.. Im gg to be b soon also.. Need to teach my kuz and also study and pick up Syazaa and buy a shoe..

Went to beach road tadi to buy a shoe.. However, none was of my lking and those that I like was too big or too small.. Dammit.. Well.. Guess Im just gg to buy Jack Percell again.. The shop owner was quite pissed since I didnt buy anything after a long time there.. Hehe.. Bought a T-Shrit though.. Quite nice and cheap.. $12..! Haha.. My mom was abgry too.. "Pergi jauh2 abeh tak beli ape2", she says.. Hmm.. Moms..

Went home to watch Antz.. Hehe.. Old cartoon movie.. But I still like.. After that did some surfing and now.. Im blogging..

Yesterday was fun but tiring.. Spent the whole day outside.. In the morning met Syazaa and accompanied her to her speech day.. She was drop dead gorgeous.. She wore make up again.. Been a few months since I saw her with make up.. Haha.. We hung at the TPSS carnival for awhile b4 I head to my sch..

The TPJC carnival was ok I guess.. Wanted to visit Mohsin Hounted House but the queue was too long.. Hah.. Syazaa and the gang went there at abt 1.. And we celebrated Robo birthday with the bekal boys.. The cheesecake that Swapmeh's mother made was so delicious.. Wah..

Syazaa and me went shooping for her sch stuff after dat.. Shes really fickle minded.. Dunno what she wants.. Haha.. Finally.. She bought a quiksilver bag.. On the way home we got crazy singing songs! Haha..

Hockey comp..? Pretty sad sicne we lost 1 and draw one.. Shld have won the match against PJC.. Hmm.. Now all we can do is hope that ACJC loses the rest of the match and we win all of our next matches.. Yeah.. Just hope I get a chance to play in the next game.. I got down frm the first team in friendly matches to a benchwarmer.. Haiyoh.. Its ok I guess.. I just want the best for the team..

Here I am.. Signing off..

Love you heartable gal..

Halo And Good Bye

2006-03-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

Halo And Good Bye

Hmm.. Nothing much happen you guys.. Thats why its been a long time since.. Hehe..

Hse and hockey taking up most of the time.. Hse with the fac shirt.. Need to settle the sizes by Fri.. And they only told I abt it by Weds.. Kind of late dun you tink? What makes matters worst was that the JC1 still dunno their hses yet.. So it was hard for us to contact dem.. Yea..

Hockey tournament is cuming up super duper soon.. In abt 2 wks.. Therefore Mr.Samad is choosing the first 20 or first 11 players by the end of this wk.. Its the last wk for us to impress him.. So I tried my best.. Gg to be disappointed if I dont get the team.. Hmm..

Ohh yah.. Been attack by some skin allergy.. I ate snails and the next morning my arm was covered with red spots thats are super itchy.. At first I tot it was mosquito bites but soon it disappear.. Then it came back.. It only came after I ate.. Or when Im cold.. Damm freakish and disgusting.. Some ppl call it kalakata, some gegate.. I dunno.. I put lotion on it yesterday.. It didnt wk.. Today I tried smoking it.. Mayb Im allergic to snails now.. Ohh..

Oit.. Syazaa quit her job already.. Im quite relieved for her.. She dun look like she enjoyed wking there and shes always tired juggling 3 jobs at a time.. When I asked her to find a job last time.. I specifically said "a" job.. Hah..

She received her pay already.. And now wants to buy me stuff.. Keep telling her not to.. I dun feel nice taking presents frm her.. Im weird.. I know.. Haha.. But she bought me a Levis shirt.. A nice red shirt.. But abit small lah dear.. Hehe.. Thanks for the shirt.. Dun nid to buy me anything else k.. Spent the money on urself.. U earn it.. Err..

Yea.. Guess I better sign off.. Blog soon aite.. TC..

Love you lots dear..

I Miss You

2006-03-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

I Miss You For So Long

Guess what? Haha.. Nothing.. Hmm.. I feel so alone lately.. Syazaa gone to KL for like a business trip.. Actually shes accompanying her mom's collegue.. Hmm.. Separated for 2 days now.. Hmm.. I miss her so.. Waiting for her return..

Life been the same lately.. Its weird.. Nowadays I find it hard to focus on my studies.. Something will pop up and distract me.. Like blogging.. Hmm.. Focus dude! Pls dear.. When you get back help me focus.. Hmm.. When you coming back?

Lucky I didnt teach Syazaa kuzzin tuition as I probably cant make it.. Haha.. Suddenly got hockey.. But in the end today's training not compulsary.. Heh.. So i left early to visit my dad.. Hes gone for his first check up today.. Hes gg scope tmw.. All the best to him.. Hope the doc done find anything else thats wrong.. Hmm.. Hes not gg to eat for a few days and I bet hes gg to be cranky again.. Haiz..

Theres a hse modelling contest cuming up soon.. The organizers have asked me to submit the list of represenative for my hse.. As we are quite short of male volunteers.. I volunteered to be one of the male models.. Hope Syazaa dun mind.. Shes against me being in any type of media.. I respect her wishes.. But this is just a small competition and I have to step up to my duties as a hse capt..

Hmm.. Busy week this week.. Fri got maths test.. Got to teach my kuz tuition.. Got to catch up on studies.. BZ BZ BZ..

Oh yah.. Another bad news for my fam.. My little kuzzin.. Ana was admitted to KK Hospital today.. She have some infection of the throat I guess.. Hope its nothing serious.. Gg to see her tmw shld be..

Well.. GTG! Need to study! Focus! Chow..

Love you b.. Miss you so..

Sick Dad

2006-03-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

Sick Dad

Hey peeps.. Been gg backa nd forth frm the hospital these past few days.. My dad sick..

It all started on the morning of tuesday.. I was slping and was shock to be awaken by my sister shouting voice.. Woke up and went to my dad's room.. He was in the toilet vommiting huge volumes of blood, some in liquid form and some in solid form.. It was really bad.. The whole toilet was full of blood.. He vomitted twice and by tjhat time I had called 995.. Shld have called 993 as my father still could walk.. But the 995 ambulance was as slow as the 993 nye.. So nvm..

On the way to the hospital, the medic said that my dad might be suffering frm stomach ulcer.. So I tot it was ok.. Had my mind on internal bleeding.. So was kinda releived it was not.. I waited for my mother and sister to come.. The doctor said that they will only know whats wrong with my father after he went for scope.. So while he went for scope.. We went home to freshen up.. By abt 3 in the evening, the doctor called and told us that my dad was transfered to the icu and that the doc wanted to talk to one of my fam members but at that time my sis was the one nearest to the hospital so we lent the doc talk to her.. When we reach the hospital, the doctor told us that my dad was suffering frm liver faliure..

The liver had harden and was preventing the blood frm flowing frm the gullet to the liver.. Thus the blood flow back to the gullet and itthe blood capillaries there burst.. Which had cause my dad to bleed terribly.. It was pretty serious at that time as the doc said that unless my dad stop bleeding.. He would need to undergo a surgery to stop the bleeding and the chances of surviving the surgery would be very slim.. Means it would be fatal if he would go for surgery.. My sis cried when she heard that.. Hmm.. I was pretty scared myself.. But got to be strong for my mom and sis..

During the icu stay.. They inserted a baloon into my dad gullet to stop the bleeding but now hes ok.. The baloon is out since he has stop bleeding and hes warded in a normal ward now.. He will soon be out in afew days time if he doesnt bleed anymore.. Im thnkfull to god for giving my dad a second chance.. Hmm.. But my dad still has to go for regular check up and has to be on medication sicne this case could happen again.. It wold also mean that he wld be losing his job at PSA as it was really demanding and he has to find another job that would be much more easier.. Hmm.. This means that I hav to cut down on my spendings and the hospital bills for the icu only is a bomb!.. Haha..

Hmm.. Sorry to all the hockey members becoz I didnt come for training last wk.. I willl come this wk since my dad is ok already.. Thnks to Syazaa for being supporting and being with me all this time and not being cranky all wk.. Hehe.. Thnks to all my frens who showed their concern.. Appreciate it..

Hmm.. Think I better go off.. Been too long With this comp.. Took me an hour to type this out you know.. Stupid blogger.. Always hang on me.. Huh..

Love you dear.. Thnks alot everyone..

Motorola RAZR?

2006-03-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

Motorola RAZR?

Hey guys! So I got an new hp.. Mtorola RAZR.. Actually not quite new la.. Bought it like almost 1 wk ago.. Haha.. Its cool.. Nice camera.. Nice design.. Can take videos and play mp3.. But it would be nice if it had a larger internal memory space.. Im not use to phones with limited memory.. It only has 7 mb of memory.. So not much songs can be put inside.. Haiz.. If I had the money I would buy Moto RAZR V3i.. But I dun.. Haiz.. I still missed my ngage phone! All those games and enough memory to put in 100 songs and more..! I dun mind not having a phone that can take pictures as Im not much of a camera guy.. I just need space and more space! Haha

So this pass wk was kind of ok.. On Monday got match against MI.. We lost the first one against MI 1-0.. But we could have won la.. The second match was for the year one against NTU girls.. Eh.. Even though they girls they have skills ah.. Jgn main2.. They been playing for 4 yrs I think.. Then I found out that the grip Mr Samad did for me was not free.. What the hell! Thought he sad that time he would change the grip f.o.c for me coz the stick was bought for yrs and yrs ago and the grip may not be gd anymore.. So kind of rip off ah.. I got to pay $47 for an old stick.. Haiz.. Im still not sure whether I shld pull back frm club matches.. Its in may.. I want to conc on my studies man! Heard that some of the guys are pulling out.. So if I pull out too.. Wld that be like bad? Den nobody wld play and the guys remaing wld have to pay more to cover up since we leaving.. Haiz.. I dunno.. If I pity the rest I would do damage to myself in the process.. Lets see if Asri willing to sacrifice himself for others..

Compre test yesterday was bad bad bad! Its held in the afternoon.. Wen ppl all want to slp! How stupid is the dept.. Once I got the pp.. I read the esssay half way and fell asleep.. Haha! So end up not doing the pp properly.. But it doesnt matter i THINK.. I dun care if I dun do well for my ca or anything.. I just want to do well for my 'As' and I have a gut feeling that I will struggle on the way there..

Ok.. I booked the pit for my class bbq.. Cost $20.. So you guys frm 3E2/4E2 better come ok! Pay me back.. Haha.. Heard frm WL that not much ppl are coming! Pls come guys.. Its been a long time sicne we met.. The pit is at pit 30 on the 18 of mac..

Been meeting Syazaa alot this wk.. Tues,Weds,Thurs and tmw! Its cool.. I like meeting her.. But tmw we be having lunch/dinner with her kuzzin and her bf.. And Im flat broke.. Seriously.. Broke.. Hope we not gg to a fancy restaurant.. Or else I would die.. Syazaa got into TP accounting and finace course.. Thats great.. She been wanting to go there.. Hmm.. Just hope she choose the right path and that she wont meet any poly guys.. I dun wanna lose her.. Haha..

K lah.. Guess thats it.. Need to go rest and study.. Next wk got maths test! Bye..

Love you princess.

Yellow Grip

2006-02-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

Yellow Grip

Haloo ppl.. Yeah..! Thnks to Mr Samad for changing my grip for me.. Its neon bright yellowish orange.. Hehe.. Cool.. Now when I play everyone will be able to notice me.. Hehe.. Wanted the blue grip actually but nvm.. This grip would do just fine..

I payed for my first prom installment already and for my Hockey club jersey.. Its has the number 27.. To represent our anniversary and also my mom bday.. Hehe.. Hmm feel like pulling back frm the club matches as its held during April and May I think. Hmm.. Thats like abit too late for me as I intend to conc on my studies after April.. But.. Hmm.. Do you guys mind if I withdraw?

For prom.. Bekal boys are not sure to go or not.. Me?? On one hand I feel like the money is wasted as the food sometimes sucks and you need to pay $80 for it.. Hmm.. On the other hand.. Its the last time I will prob see my classmates and frens.. For example.. My sec sch frens.. Apart frm those that went to TPJC.. I dont ever get to see the rest.. Ppl like adam,addafiq,qam,din.. We all like just lost contact.. Haiz..

Have not seen Syazaa since Weds.. We met on weds after I cut my hair and went to rent books and eat at Mac.. The whole thing lasted less than an hour.. I miss her.. Since she started working I dun get to see her much.. Hiaz..

Been keeping quiet frm Thursday.. I myself dunno why.. Just dun fell like talking much.. Hmm.. Dun tink Im sombong k guys.. Think Im slowly moving back to my old quiet self.. Hmm..

Guess that its.. Basically.. Im financially broke as I payed for my prom and jersey.. Stress cause Im still lagging by abit.. And depressed cause I nvr get to see Syazaa much..

Love you. Miss you..

Mindef

2006-02-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Mindef

Haloo peeps.. Been trying to register for Mindef frm 9.. Finally its finished.. Well not that finished.. Iven haven book my medical appointment.. Hehe.. Why must everything be so IT.. I dun mind gg to a communitee centre and talk to a mindef personal.. Its easier.. Machines makes mistakes you know..

Wasted my weekend slacking ard and studying Mendelian Genetics which is a very important topic.. Now im missing out on Chem and Maths.. Which think im gg to do now.. Haha..

Not been able to see Syazaa alot lately.. She got work and tuition.. Hiaz.. Now shes signing up for netball every Saturday.. Hmm.. Im worried that shes gg to be tired.. Its ok.. As long as shes happy.. Im happy.. Hehe.. Ohh yahh.. We celebrate Vday cum our special secret anniversary on 15/02/2006, Weds.. Went to swenson to eat.. My treat.. Hehe.. Ask her to eat more but she didnt want to.. Funny gerl.. Bought her a shoe bag,soap purple roses,bake cookies,burn a cd and made a card.. Hehe.. I love her..

So guess thats it.. Com been on since 4 I think.. Its so hot that I think its gg to burn soon.. Haha.. Better shut down.. Tc guys..

Love you Princess..

O Level

2006-02-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

Rebirth Of Them

True poets don't write
Their thoughts with a pen...
They release the ink that flows
From within their heart..

Hehe.. Halo ppl! Hows ur day? My day..? Soak like hell frm the rain, Prayers, Rushed hm, Change, Meet Syazaa, Ate at Seoul Garden, Went to Bedok Int.. Went hm.. Comp..!

Congrats on Baby on her excellent results.. She has L1R5 - 18 and L1R4 - 12.. So proud of her.. Now she can rest and enjoy the rest of what is left of her limited holidays.. Hope she makes the right choice on which Poly to go.. Tried to persuade her to go TPJC.. But this girl wont budge.. Haha..

She treat me to Seoul Garden just now.. My fav place in the world.. Haha.. Kind of funny.. Im suppose to treat her but she wants to treat me.. Haha..

Vday coming.. But I still cant find the right present for her.. How??!!

Haiz.. Later guys..

Love you dear..

Its In Our Nature

2006-02-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

Its In Our Nature

Well its in mine.. An overwhelming urge to please everyone.. I dunno.. Hmm.. Even when I know Im digging my own grave by doing it.. Even if I die bleeding.. Even mutilate myself.. Even tearing the love I held so tightly.. Haiz

Road Run was ok.. But its not the same without Baby.. I remember each yr wen I reach Bedok Reservoir I wld check if shes there and try to catch her eye so that I can smile at her and whisper gd luck to her.. She normally has this competing spirit that I adore.. Haiz.. But this yr I got none of them.. What greeted me was embrassement and confusion..

Made a mistake by starting with Bekal Boys duringthe start of the race.. Shld have join the competing side.. Haiz.. But I got 52th position.. Out of the whole sch.. Ok la.. Expected to get below 50.. But its all too late now.. 1st for my class, 4th for hockey and 2nd for bekal boys.. Haha.. Im no more in govt sch by the end of this yr so this wld be the last yr I ever compete in a mass run.. Haha.. Gonna miss it? Nah..

Goood news is that my House won 1st for boys and 3rd for overall!! Yeah.. Go yellow!! Of all the yrs of becoming hse captain this is the only yr that I really seem interested.. Be sure to have great things in store for sports day.. Yellow hse will be champion..!

Yeah.. Here comes the shity part.. Theres this Siglap girl.. No offence ah.. But the Bekal boys always make fun of her.. Haha.. Shes the minah2 type.. So not my type.. I like the sporty2 type you know.. Kay.. She suddenly pull me aside frm my homeys and said that she wanted to take a picture of me.. Just me.. Not with her.. Thats the weirdest thing that have ever happen to me.. So i called Hadi along.. I didnt pose..! I just stand there and look abit confused.. Haha.. After that she said thanks and said it was for a fren and went off.. Didnt heard frm her since.. Hmm..

Then, me, being honest and all.. Haha.. Told Syazaa abt it.. She blew her top of.. Syazaa can get jealous easily.. Dun blame her.. I always give her problems.. But Ive always been loyal.. I check out girls occasionally but overall Ive been loyal.. Nvr 2 time her.. Nvr called any other girl other than her.. But I dunno.. Mayb she still have not trust me fully.. Its ok.. Trust takes time.. Hmm..

Meet her later after her job.. Ohh yahh.. Baby have a job now.. Like office girl.. Happy coz she now have something to do rather den just wasting her time at home.. Sad coz I no longer can meet her every single day!! I can only meet her 2 times a wk.. Thats really bad.. We nvr been like this before.. Hope we can survive.. So I manage to pujuk her after explaining everything to her.. But I know Im gg to live with this for like a month or two.. Haiz.. See how a picture can affect my life..

So now my frens are constantly teasing me at sch.. Writing "Asri Love Siglap" on tables like Pri Sch kids.. Sometimes guys juts wont grow up.. But its ok.. As long as I know Im loyal I get thru this.. Just hope Siglap girl wont confront me again and ask for my number.. Gonna have a hard time turning her down den.. Haiz..

Ohh yeah! My life sucks! Btw think I screw up my chem pract just now.. So yeah.. Life sucks!

All the best to Syazaa and other "o" levels students tmw on getting their results..

I'll be outside waiting for you darling.. Love you. Ends.

Fried Mars Bars

2006-02-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

Fried Mars Bars

Yeah!! Fried Mars Bars was great.. Its nice to eat wen its hot.. But standby a bottle of mineral water near you coz the sweetness will get to your throat.. Haha..

Today is Azfar bday.. Bekal boys went out to celebrate his bday.. They bought him some stupid orange shirt,shorts,cap,socks and yoyo.. Haha.. Me,Tom and Fiz bought him a cigaratte boz since he likes to make it as his wallet..

Before gg to town.. We went to Tom's open hse.. His mom cooked alot of food! Thnks for inviting us Tom.. Ur the best.. Sorry we didnt bring any oranges.. We not use to the custom.. Hehe..

Hiaz.. Training today is much better with Mau.. His training is more on speed and skills rather than Taufik fizikal thats killing us.. Haha..

I miss Syazaa.. Her parents coming home frm Haj today.. She went to pick them up just now so today cannot go out.. But its ok.. We will meet tmw.. => I love you dear.. Vday coming up and Ive still not ready.. But we gg to Max Brenner Choco Bar k dear..

Abit stress coz Im lagging behind in studies and I need to find 168 wrist bands for my hse by Weds.. How to??!! Ahh!! Ohh yeahh.. Btw.. Im a hse captain again.. Why must it always be me?

Aite.. Gtg slp now.. Syazaa bz asking me to slp.. Nite guys..

Love you dear..

Nothing To Do

2006-02-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

Nothing To Do

Where do you go on a date if most shops are closed?? Haha

I also dunno.. Decided to go to Pasir Ris Park on Tuesday since Syazaa and me had nothing better to do.. Syazaa call it a budget date.. But why waste your money on fast food thats not fulling when you can use the money to buy tibits and packed food frm coffee shop right? I always tot that fast food were a rip off.. Haha..

Had fun like the old days.. Watching the sea.. Chit chatting.. We could basically talk abt everything and anything under the sky.. Theres no more secrets or barrier like those new couples on dates.. Very shy2 and everything.. Haha.. I love my baby..

Went to sch today.. Damm boring as always.. I hate Wednesday.. Theres no free period and every subject is on today.. Haiz.. After sch got beep test.. Disappointed at myself.. I was aiming for level 11.. But I still had level 10 lap 4.. Boring.. Think the heat got to me.. We did it under the hot sun u know.. Yeah2.. Excuses Asri.. Haha..

Gg to pay some of the club match money to Wee Keat tmw.. Im broke la.. Cant pay anything.. Need money for Vday you know.. Considering of pulling back frm Club matches.. Hehe.. I dunno la.. Its too ex and taking some time..

Need to really focus on my studies.. Im really lagging behind.. Dammit.. Asri! Your nvr like this.. Buck up boi! Haha

Didnt get to meet Syazaa today.. Miss her.. Haha..

Love you dear.. End

Get Too High

2006-01-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

Get Too High

High Ho Howdeo.. Happy Chinese New Year!!

Aite.. Here me chilling out after a tiring hockey training.. Yeah.. My mistress.. (I'll explain later)Haha

Thinking of past yrs of sch.. Where normally at this point of time.. New batch of girls will be checking me out.. Bad sadly.. This yr market wasnt good.. Guess im not as charming as I once was.. Haha.. Yeah.. Wek! Vommit to the pail.. But the yr still young.. Mayb the girls are shy.. Haha.. Yeah.. Go puke again..

Been like a tiring week.. Sick with coughing here and there.. Hockey training still not giving us any chance.. Shld force Keat to do it with us.. Den he know how we feel.. Haiz..

My OGM shock me again..! They are the nicest bunch of peeps.. Organise a Bday Party for Kellyn (My fellow OGL).. The cake they bought was damm nice.. And apart frm Kellyn getting a present.. Yan Qing and me also got one.. They bought me a nice T-Shrit.. Thnks guys..!

Today.. TPJC had a Chinese New Year celebration.. It was cool as we were celebrating the Hari Raya Haji and the Ponggol Festival too.. We had all the performance frm the various grps.. Arif,Swap and Ashraf were in dikir.. Jom, the dikir leader, has been persuading me to join dikir since sch start.. Keep telling him off.. But pity him.. The dikir boys are too little.. Apart frm time constraints and my mom blowing her top of if a join 2 cca.. Syazaa didnt like the idea of me in dikir.. She have a thang againts dikir boys.. I wont be like those other mat mat dikir boys dear.. Yeah.. Frm my class.. Dilah and liyana was in dikir girls.. Liyana in silat too.. Kia,ain and khai were in malay dance.. Great work guys!!

Yeah.. So here comes the important part.. Syazaa is angry with me.. Claiming that I have a new mistress.. Yes u've guess it..! Its Hockey.. Hockey is taking up alot of my time with 4 trainings a week.. I understand how she feels.. But shes the one who asked me to commit to a cca when i join TPJC.. Dear.. Once the tournament is over.. Im all urs.. Promise.. So dun worry k.. Make urself free for 4 days starting frm tmw as Im free frm hockey for 4 days.. Haha.. Need to spent time with baby, rest and revise revise revise..

Haha... My hand is tired and Im feeling super duper slppy.. Night guys.. Tc...

Love you b.. Im sorry..

Jamming And Hopping

2006-01-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

Jamming And Hopping

No hard feeling to tp students but the jam and hop seems abit dead.. The performance was ok but the crowd.. Seriously dead.. Keep shouting nonsense.. Haha.. "Get off the stage la"..

Damm tired yesterday and this week.. Quite alot of hwk and revision to cover with hockey burning me out.. Hockey is now 4 times a week.. Tues,Thurs,Fri,Sat.. Not that Im complaining.. But we need to rest.. Hope they tone down at least one of the training.. Mayb the friday one since alot ppl cannot make it.. Sat is the last and most intensive training.. We have to cope with the heat of the sun somemore.. (Its frm 8 till 12) Im guessing we could either improve alot or burn ourself by competition time.. Im guessing the latter..

Got a hockey stick.. Actually Syazaa bought it for me for vday.. Haha.. Not romantic ah.. I can ask for what I want on vday.. Told her if she didnt want to but it for me its ok.. Can buy it myself.. But she insist.. So its ok la.. This way each time I play in a game, I would know shes with me.. I got a Vijayanti black.. Its and ok stick la.. Heavy and quite good for hitting.. But it breaks easilly so I really need to take care of it.. Syazaa wanted me to buy a pink stick.. But the only pink stick is Pak.Dusson stick.. A grays which cost abt $40-$50.. Its nice but not actually that good.. The grip is too thin..

Hehe.. Sorry for talking too much abt hockey.. Ppl not interested Asri.. Hehe..

On the way home yesterday.. Got this guy slapped a girl.. Wah lau.. Pain sey.. Me, Syazaa, Ili and Imran were damm shock.. Wanted to do something but didnt want to get involve.. If police came I'll be in big trouble.. My kuz got sent to boys home for just watching a fight.. He was innocent really.. Didnt want to be as bad luck like him.. Pity the girl.. Why must get a guy like that..? I know theres a shortage of good guys out there.. But if she look hard enough.. Im sure she'll find one.. The stupid guy that shes with deserve a good hard bash.. No respect for women...

Aite.. Slacking at home now.. Wanted to dl song only.. But Syazaa ask me to be online lah.. Blog la.. Pamper her too much with attention ah.. Haiz..

Hehe.. Love you dear..

Happy Tree Friends

2006-01-15T18:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Tree Friends

Haloo! Me slacking at home today watching some Happy Tree Friends.. Bunch of sick animal they are..

Went to Bedok Interchange just now to check out hp and try to repair my hp.. Turns out my mom need to pay the stupid guy $10 for service only.. He cant do it.. Need to sent my hp to factory lah.. What crap..

Hate bussinessman like that.. If you cant repair it dont charge lah.. Like that I also can make bussiness.. Ask the customer for their hp.. Ask him to come back in an hour.. Pretend to repair and wen he returns just say that "I tried my best.. Your hp is really gone case.. I need to sent to factory.. May cost ard $150" Ppl hear like dat of course lah dun wan rite.. So in the end I will get $10 for doing nothing..! Yeah!! Motherf..ker

Haiz.. Now I dun have a hp of my own.. Borrowing Azfar nye.. Tapi mcm tak manis pinjam lame2.. Hmm.. Tink I wanna buy it frm him aje lah.. Azfar.. How much for you hp? No money to buy new first hand hp.. Tink I buy Azfar hp and buy mp3.. Cheap2 mp3.. Hehe.. I need mp3 ah.. Very boring know life without mp3.. Anybody know where good2 place to buy mp3?

Yesterday went to Faz chalet.. The food was damm shiok.. Espc the roast kambing and the bday cake.. Thnks alot for inviting us Faz.. Theres this girl.. Faz kuz.. Amirah.. Very annoying but nvm little kids are suppose to be annoying.. Her sister, Ain.. Is so cute!!! Just wanna eat her up.. Hehe..

Syazaa at Ardi's bday party now.. And Im damm bored.. Didnt get to see her much this weekend.. Hmm.. Valentines Day coming up!! Out of ideas of what to buy her.. No more jewelleries.. Other than our ring.. She nvr wear anything I buy her.. And no chocolates.. End up her family eating it.. Hmm.. Wanna buy something that she will actually use yet it will still shouts romantic.. Hmm.. Help me out readers.. Hehe..

Love you B..

End.

Yo yo

2006-01-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

Halloo!

To all OGM.. Welcome to a new life in TPJC.. Hehe

Yeah.. Orientation finish on friday.. The Orientation Night marks the end of it.. Overall OGL was quite fun lah.. I got to really know my OGM quite well during the 3rd day.. Haha.. Pretty late huh.. Haha.. They were fun bunch of kids.. Sorry I couldnt spent much time with them.. Working with kellyn was fun too.. She was really sporting and rajin.. No suprise as she was the netball captain.. Had alot of energy..

Had a lot of fun during orientation night.. The performance were great.. One of the best Ive ever seen.. Eagles won the best performance tau.. Our fashion show was funny with my OG dayung sampan and the nerds.. Haha.. Ashraf was cool with his magic tricks.. Seriously.. His really talented..

I was touch when my OGM gave me a present.. I wasnt really expecting anything frm dem.. In my 3 yrs of being an OGL.. None of my OGM ever gave me anything.. Haha.. They thnk me for teaching them those funny games.. I could have taught them more if we could have some time.. We could even play some riddles.. Haha.. I gave them cards with personal messages (for those I know well) and inspirational quotes..

On Sat spent the whole day trying to find the perfect shoe.. Went to penin but couldnt find any.. Went back to tamp and the shoe I wanted for a long time was no more for sale.. Dammit.. Den we went to TPSS orientation night.. Oklah quite fun but was not as happening as the previous yr.. To me lah.. Syazaa was shock when she saw me there.. Guess she wasnt expecting me.. Hehe.. Suprise dear!!

Baby complain abt her job.. I felt pity for her.. To me its like cheap labour lah.. $3 per hour at Bata with only 5% commision on each shoe u sell.. Hmm.. But money is not an issue for her.. Its the time.. She can only meet me like once a week.. So she quit.. Becoz of me.. So sweet.. Hehe..

Today.. Went to ugame.. Uztaz says the previos yuran utang can be burn but went home and told my mom.. She says no! Next week pay.. Hehe.. Ate at Beach Rd later and intending to find a shoe there.. End up the shoe I wanted didnt habe my size.. So bought a T-Shirt for $8! and since baby like this Ninja Turtle Boxers i bought it too.. Wanted to buy her something but theres nothing that she like.. Want to buy her somthing soon.. Been a long time sice I bought her anything.. Hmm..

Went to Queenstown later and bought this totalirrismo shoe.. Quite nice lah.. But Syazaa like it and shes been bugging me to buy it.. I just bought it.. Got sesat on the way home so took a cab.. Which cost $15.. Haha.. Told baby I handle the bill but Syazaa is a nice chick.. She offer to pay some... Baby..

I LOVE YOU..

2006-01-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!

Yeah! Its the new year!! Saw some fireworks last night (Actually its flares shot by ships) Hehe..

Been a weekend.. Went for hockey on Sat.. It was cool.. Played a bit of penalty corner..Went to my Aunt place after hockey to bathe and since Im gg out with them later..Met my sis at Afghanistan at abt 2 and we had our lunch..

We head back to TM coz my aunty wanted to sponsor my sis the MotorRazor V3 Pink.. But bad luck coz under the 2 yr plan agreement.. She cant upgrade unless she only have 12 months outstanding plan.. But since she had 18 months we queued up for nothing.. Then she start blaming me for not telling her sooner.. But I did.. She just didnt want to listen that time.. So I let her be.. Haha..

Went to popular coz mu kuz need to buy her ass. books.. Shes really enthu in studying.. Haha.. Always wants me beat me in all the major exams.. Haha.. Went for a light snack at KFC after that.. Then when its time to go home my aunty give me and my sis $50 each.. Shes the best ah..!

At home I tried to do my hwk but Im still in holiday mood.. Everybody is I think.. Haha.. My sis called and asked me whether I had bought my sch bag coz she wanted to buy me one for my present.. I told her i did and asked her to buy me a shoe.. But since she didnt know what shoe I like.. She gave me $50 to buy on my own.. Haha.. Im $100 richer in just one day.. Alhamdulilah..

The next day.. On new year! I just stayed home.. Yeah.. Boring me.. Syazaa doesnt want to go with me anymore.. =( Been like 3 days now since I last met her.. If you count Fri ah.. On fri we just meet like 1 and half hour.. Haiz.. Lonely boy.. My uncle came and gave me a subwoofer and new speakers.. Yeah! More stuff for me.. Haha..

Now monday.. Still slacking when I shld be studying.. Wanted to go out with Syazaa to buy new shoes but shes busy with fam.. Haiz.. Nobody wants to go out with me..

Happy New Year Everyone.

Back to sch.

bOO!

Love you dear.

Go out with me.

Please.

OGL Fanzy

2005-12-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

OGL Fanzy

Holla!! Mengikut kata2 Cik.Syaza kite.. Hehe..

Been quite a crazy week so far with little work done..!!

Monday was mostly slacking and finishing GP article didnt even touch on bio which I had intent to..

Tuesday was bz! Went for hockey match with MI.. Our form was terrible.. We lost 4-0 even when we had alot more numbers than them.. Hmm.. After hockey was OGL at sch.. We went for our lunch before it.. Only me and Azfar was in The Eagles hse.. No offence Ili.. The grp is godd.. Very hardworking bunch of peeps.. But seriously.. I only know Azfar frm the team!! To get to know the rest of the team in like 2 days is so hard..

On Wednesday.. Sorry Ili.. Ohh yahh.. I forgot to say.. Ili is the head of our hse.. The coucilor in charge.. I really wanted to go for the match.. I woke up at 8.. Waited for the guys to wake up and bathe.. By the time drg dah siap.. Hana dah call Samad.. SoOoOoo sorry Ili..

Ohh yah.. On Wednesday.. Azfar bust me! He didnt come.. I was like a loser lah.. Nobody to talk to.. =(.. Just sat ard with ABBA which has most of the malay com and all of my friends.. ILI..! Why cant u put me with them?? Hehe.. Just kidding..

Yeah.. I missed my ex OGL grp.. With Zikry and Hairil and of course.. Miss Nursyazwana Anwar.. I was nvr lonely.. Haiz.. Time change.. Hehe..

Got to revise now!! Revise revise revise!!

Merry Xmas

2005-12-26T11:49:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas and A Happy New Year!!

Wassup doc!! Haha.. Long gone phrase.. Yeah.. Me at home nothing to do.. Can you believe it..??!! The holidays are ending.. Its back to sch soon.. Back to stress.. Back to exams and stress.. Unlike all those just finish their Os and As.. Can relax at home.. Gd luck to you guys finding a job!! Espc Syazaa.. You gg to be damm bored when sch starts dear.. Bettter find a job!!

Sch starting.. Thats means all are getting ready.. Last min hwk, study for term test.. Buying books,shoes,bags.. Haha.. Quite crazy with all the sales nowadays.. Me? I already got my bag.. Shoes buying on Jan.. Hehe.. Hwk..? Almost done.. Some really dunno how to do..

Went to tom xmas party yesterday.. It was fun.. Alot of food.. Really alot.. Tom was a gd host.. Thats the most exciting thing al this wkend.. Didnt go out at all.. Just sat at hm.. Doing hwk and watching christmas shows.. All of it has Santa.. Funny sia..

Cant go out with Syazaa no more.. She wants me to stay at hm and finish my wk.. Haiz.. Its ok la.. Think I shld.. Shes broke!!.. Nvr see her broke b4.. Hehe..

IM BORED!! I DUN WANNA STUDY!! I WANNA GO OUT!!

Bye. Love you dear.

Are You Happy Today?

2005-12-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

Are You Happy Today?

Triceps pain.. Leg pain.. Hockey is wearing me out I tink.. Hmm.. Hwk not finish!! Im gg to die.. Hmm.. Been shopping over the weekend.. Fun but tired.. Syazaa not in spore again.. Missing her lots.. Its KL and Melaka now..

Saturday

Got sesat gg to penin.. Malu sey.. Padahal da byk kali pegi.. Haha.. Sepandai pandai tupai melompat ahkir nya jatuh ke tanah jugak.. Hehe.. Went to repair my watch at the fossil shop.. Cost more than what I tot it wld.. $45 sey.. Gotto change the strap.. Hmm.. Didnt buy anew watch.. The watch I wanted was not there.. Went to ripcurl shop after that and bought a new bag.. Nice brown colour.. After buying the bag.. I felt kinda bad to ask my mom for the new watch.. Hmm.. Went walk2 after that.. My dad wanted to but shoe but didnt find anything he like.. My mom bought a fossil watch too.. Hehe.. Went hm and was too tired to do my hwk..

Sunday

Hockey match was ok la.. Didnt quite like the players frm Tornados.. Some are not friendly.. Relax la.. Its just a small game.. One even kick me in the head.. Haha.. But guess I deserve it.. I was player a bit rough I tink.. Pushing him with my body and diving for the ball.. After the match my arm hurt.. Dunno why.. It still hurts today.. Tmw hockey training will be physical.. Im gg to die..

After the match, met my mom and sis at TM.. Went to eat at pizza hut.. Then follow my sis to go shopping at "mango".. They're having a sale now.. Check it out girls.. Its quite cheap.. Spent like 1 hr in the shop.. My mom was starting to be frustrated.. My sis just cant make up her mind.. After that we went to CS.. I showed my mom the watch that I wanted to buy.. My mom told me to buy it since she promise my already.. I told her no but she wanted to.. So yeah!! I got a new watch! Hehe.. Went to buy some food after that and went hm..

At my grandma hse.. My aunty was selling this cosmestic stuff.. Its cheap.. $2.50 for 8ml perfume.. Original price is $10.. I bought "ETERNITY" for me and "ESCADA" for Syazaa.. Hope she like it.. Btw.. Anyone interested to buy any foundation,lipsticks , mascara or perfume.. Tell me k.. All branded goods at cheap2 price..! E.g. Olay Eye shadow with compact powder and all at $8..!

Baby coming home tonight!! I cant wait.. She called me on Saturday.. How sweet.. Been 4 days and 3 nights.. Gg to see her tmw! First thing after hockey.. Hehe..

Miss you b..

BBQ

2005-12-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

BBQ Bonanza

Good afternoon to one and all.. Im quite bored at home.. Got alot of hwk dats not finish! Dammit..

Heres 2 things that I am confused at:

1) Im not sure whether to buy a new phone or not.. I really like the new Nokia 6230i.. But its too ex.. Hmm.. Tink Im just gg to repair my ngage.. And beg Idaly to give me his video player software and new games! Ohh yah.. I also need to find a new headset and mmc reader.. Listening to mp3 with my ugly haedset is not cool..

2)Shld I ask my mom for a new watch for my bday or something else.. I really like that fossil watch($135) but hmm.. Feels like its better if I ask my mom for new t-shirt($22),belt($60) and slippers($40).. The total price is the same..! Hehe.. New modern days.. Children can tell parents what to buy for their bday.. Haha..

Yeah! The bbq yesterday was greeat! Its organise ny bekal boys.. Dunno who they are..? I'lll tell you in the next post.. Hehe.. We just invite our close frens la bascially.. So those who were not invited pls dun kecik hati.. We just dun wan any party crasher.. Hehe..

Met at Asraf place at nine.. Well actually Saiful and me came abt on time.. The rest came at least 1 hr late..!! I wake up at 8 for nothing.. Hafiz came with his button up pants.. Bad idea as he got strip naked the time he got into the room.. Hehe.. We went to the market at abt 11 to but the chicken and evrything la.. We went back to Asraf place to marinate the chicken and slack.. The guys just cant get enough of dota.. Keep playing and playing.. At 3 we head to pasir ris park..

Went we reach there.. We set up the fire and tent.. At abt 7 Syaza came.. She was nervous as she only new Azfar and Hafiz frm the bekal boys.. Haha.. When she came.. She hide behind me.. Silly girl.. Guys Im sorry if Syaza was quiet yesterday.. She was shy actually.. Shes not sombong k.. Shes actually quite friendly but with my frens I dunno why shes like that.. Im serious.. She can even flirt with the pizza boy that she just met but with my frens she just keep quiet.. Hehe..

The food yesterday was great..! Esp Jimmy spegetti.. I dunno how to spell! The bbq after Azfar left was burnt! Badly! Haha.. Guess Azfar is really good as a maid.. Haha.. We played games and had a ball.. At abt 1030.. Najeeb pick me,syazaa and fiz up.. Such a nice guy.. Hehe..

Aite.. Guess thats most of it.. Got to go.. Haven do my hwk!! Ahh.!!

Love you dear

Vroom Vroom

2005-12-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

Vroom Vroom

Hey Hey..!! Ive uploaded the wedding pics.. Check it out aite!! Go to links under PiCtUrEs..

Baby coming home tonight!! Yeah.. Went to religious class just now.. Dun worry dear.. I payed my fees already.. Your fam and you on the other hand, haven.. Hehe..

Love you dear.. Welcome home!

Guess Who

2005-12-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Guess Who??

When i'm stuck with a day

That's gray and lonely

I stick out my chin and grin and say

The sun'll come out tomorrow

Guess who called me just now!!?? Yeah.. Its baby.. Haha.. Using her mom hp to call frm Brunei.. How sweet.. Sorry I didnt pick up your calls earlier dear.. My phone was on silent and I dun really check it frm the day you left.. Hehe.. Baby coming back tmw night at 11.. I cant wait.. Hehe.. We been together 4 yrs 5 mnths.. Yet I miss her when shes gone for like 6 days.. Syazaa call made my day.. Been really wanting to hear her voice..

Today.. Didnt do anything much.. Didnt bother to bath either.. Haha.. But I still smell like a bunch of roses aite.. Haha.. Just lay ard the hse finishing up my chem and watching TV.. Watch "Janji Diana". Its a malay story abt this girl who is full of ego and is protesting against men.. She changed when a nice guy came into her life.. The ending was sad due to the guy died.. Hmm.. Asri emo..

Game Of Life

2005-12-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Game Of Life

Another day goes by without me studying.. How great is that!!

Sorry dear.. The intention is there.. But u know frens.. Hse and games.. Haiz.. Tmw.. No more.. Before you come home b I wanna at least finish 50 reading logs and my chem structured questions .. Haiz.. Alot of work b.. Missing you alot too!!

Today I wake up in the morning.. Read my love story book.. Btw.. I finish it already.. Jake was broken hearted coz Miranda broke up with him in a sudden.. Then he met Caroline who was at that time brokenhearted too.. So as a xmas gift to Caroline.. Jake decided to match make her with one of her frens.. Caroline misunderstood and tot that Jake wanted to date her.. Jeng Jeng!Read the book if you want to noe the ending..

Ok.. Continue with mny day.. After prayers I went hm just to find Saiful asking me go study.. So we met and then met Hafiz.. At first we didnt know where to study.. We end up gg to Robo hse .. There we watch survivor.. Robo was a gd host.. Sorry if Ive been a bad guest Rob.. Just when I wanted to start on my article.. The guys wanted to play the game of life.. Hafiz won as he bought almost all the shares.. Dammit.. After the game of life.. We played cluedo.. K lah.. Fun.. I won the first game.. Haha!!

Now I really miss baby.. Hmm.. Been 4 days and 4 nights.. Hmm.. Come back hm soon dear..

Hearts Ya!! Hehe

Thursday

2005-12-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hey2!! Its Thurday

Well actually its Friday.. Im abit late..

Today went for hockey!! Again!! Im not missing any training.. Hehe.. After hockey went home awhile.. Ate and then went out to study at Bedok Lib with Saiful.. Found a "love stories" book and borrowed it!! Yeah.. Im back to those romantic days.. Baby.. You can count on a poem coming your way soon.. Hehe..

After studying for like an hour.. We went to meet Robo and Hafiz at Bugis.. Robo wanted to collect his army thingy and buy a bag.. Before that we got our free starbucks coffee!! Yeah!! Starbucks having an open hse today.. Giving away free coffee.. We queue up and got our coffee.. While queing Ili Diana met us.. Dunno who she is?? Me too.. But she seems to know everyone.. Haha.. And some of the guys are obsess with her.. Haha.. After that we went to Beach Road for our meal.. I ate the Wantan Mee that Ive been wanting to eat for like forever.. Haha..

Head to airport after that to sent off my sis,my bro im law, my aunty and my 2 kuzzin, my other aunty and 1 kuzzin to Germany.. My sis gg for honeymoon there.. She will be staying at my aunty hse.. I asked her to buy for me an Arsenal jersey.. But not having high hopes coz I heard there its very expensive?? I dunno.. I was kinda late just now.. If I didnt make it.. It would be like a few more years before I can see Jeffrey and Amirah again..

Guess thats my day dear.. Im missing you alot.. When you come back tell me all abt your day ok..

Love you hun..

Wedding

2005-12-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'll Call You Back You Wait Forever

Busy Busy weekend.. My sis got married last weekend.. Held a weeding ceremony on the Sat night and Sunday.. It was fun but tiring.. I got to dress up and run up and down.. Hehe

I wore my new punjabi suit.. My mom author the pants for me already.. Now it looks ok.. I thought I look ok.. But den Syazaa keep telling me that I was damm handsome.. Im not gg to say im not.. Haha.. Juz jking.. It was fun la.. A few of my frens came and we hung out.. Baby came too.. She was nervous.. Wore her tudong as she came frm our religious class..

Yeah.. Now I have a new member in the fam.. But it still feel like normal.. As my brother in law doesnt talk much... He didnt make his present known.. Only that now my 3rd sis has no room.. HAHA.. And she has to sleep at the floor of my room.. I kind off have to share my room with her now.. Dammit..

On Monday we had our last date before Syazaa went for her normal fam holiday.. This time its to Sabah and Brunei.. Haiz..

Im always left alone in Singapore.. Haha.. We have totally diff fam.. My family is the type that doesnt spent money on travel and holiday.. Hers is the type that goes overseas each sch holiday.. And I do mean each.. And sometimes more than one time in one holiday.. Haiz.. Its ok.. A few time apart may be good.. Can use this time to reflect on our relationship.. Hehe..

Back to Monday.. We went ard to find her a mmc card for her NEW videocam.. Not fair.. She got new present even if its not her bday.. Hehe.. We went to city plaza but there the mmc abit too ex.. So we went to play pool.. But in the end we got no mood to play.. Haiz.. Shld have gone to watch chicken little.. Is it gd? I heard that its not.. Den we head back to Bedok and found a 256 mmc for $40.. Yes its cheap nowadys.. Think can get the 1G for $80 if you know where to find.. Then we ate at Burger King before gg home..

On Tuesday I had hockey in the morning.. Syazaa left for Sabah at abt 1.. Haiz.. Im gg to ms her.. I went home after hockey.. Coz if I didnt I cant go for sisha later.. So at 5 I took bus 7 and went to Bugis to meet the bekal boys.. They suck!! Coz I waited for like an hour for them.. Ate at ljs alone like a loser kid.. Haiz.. They came and ate at banquet before gg to parco as Robo wanted to buy the army2 tag thingy.. Later we solat at Masjid Sultan before gg to Arab Street for sisha.. We sat at this cafe and order 2 sisha and some dessert and drinks and fries.. Sorry I dint pay much guys.. Im falt broke!! No money.. Mama not giving any.. Haiz.. Its ok..

Today Im staying at home.. Too tired and lazy to go out.. Went out too much last week.. Mama will be angry if I go out today.. So good boy today.. Hmm..

Dear tmw I got hockey.. After that I dont think I wanna go out.. Mayb go study at robo hse or something..

Tc dear.. Missing you.

Netball

2005-11-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

Netball Friendly Craze

Yea.. 05S05 TPJC team had a netball friendly with TPSS just now.. We put a gd fight team even though only liyana is a netball player and like all the girls in our opponent team are netball players.. Well done..!! If you guys ever want another friendly.. Just tell me and I'll do my best to organise it.. Yeah!!

After the netball match, me,Syazaa,Tom,Azfar,Sarah,Hafiz and Annna hung out at banquet a while to cool down.. Later we all change and then Syazaa and me went to tamp to find her a choker.. We took the wrong 38 frm simei and end up gg to Bedok.. Hehe.. But we later change and took 31..

Had our luch at Delifrance.. It was cool.. We sat,ate and chat.. Its been a long time since we hung out alone like that.. Hehe.. Syazaa nw dun need to study anymore.. Me on the other hand.. Still haven start on my 100 reading logs!! Ahh..!!! Im gg to die!!

We shop ard looking for her choker and I need to buy a present for my MOM.. Her bday was on the 27 Nov.. So we walk2 frm CS to TM.. End up buyning a nice little choker at metro.. And I end up buying my mom a cat pin for the selendang.. You now the broach or something.. I dunno how to spell.. Hah.. Its a cute kitty cat.. I know old ppl dun use it.. But Im quite sick of butterfly and flower.. So cat la.. Something diff.. My mom say its cute but I dunno if shes gg to wear it.. Haha..

I bought a new Punjabi suit for my sis wedding.. But its kinda too big.. I really like the vest.. But then the pants spoil everthing.. The pants is like twice the size of normal punjabi pants and the bottom is like bell bottom.. Think its more of a like bangra suit than punjabi.. Haiz.. My poor mother got to author it abit for me..

So guess thats it.. Tmw is Syazaa grad nite.. Have fun dear.. But you know your limits rite?? Hehe.. Get home safe darling.. Love you..

Its My Party

2005-11-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

Its My Party And I Cry If I Want To

Yea,, Cry tears of happiness.. Celebrated my 17th bday yesterday with my special someone.. Had the most enjoyable and happiest day of my life.. Wanna know why?? Its filled with my fav things.. Food,movie and new stuffs!!

We met at ard 12 and went to PS to buy our Harry Potter tickets.. Today everything is on my dear.. Hehe.. But I feel bad letting her spent on me.. We head to bugis to eat at seoul garden!! It was great!! I ate alot.. We ate alot.. Haha.. We ate like ard 5 paltes of meat,3 plates of yucky vege and 1 plate of prawns.. Haha.. We stayed there for like 2 hrs.. Frm 2 tp 4.. Haha..

At seoul garden.. I open my bday present.. Before this Baby told me she didnt buy for me anything.. But I know shes lying.. I just played along.. Haha.. Guess what she bought for me?? A wallet.. I really need a wallet.. How thoughtfull.. Haha.. Thnks dear.. But dear pls.. Dont spent too much.. The wallet cost $70! Its Billabong and think it cost so much as it has 2 parts.. A wallet and card holder..

Aster lunch.. I help baby shop for her grad nite.. We end up buying a nice little dress for her.. She was so happy to get apurple dress.. So now she just need to buy boots to macth the dress..
After buying the dress.. I bought for her make up.. Yes.. Syazaa no more tom boy.. Dah jadi gerly2 with makeup.. Haha.. But papa like.. Grrr.. Haha..

We head back to PS since its nearly movie time.. Baby bought a nice pair of earings and we took neo prints.. When my scanner is working again.. I'll show you peeps the pics aite.. At abt 630 we went for the movie.. Harry Potter!!

It was fun.. The grafics were nice.. But I dont get it.. Is Cedric really that handsome..?? Realyy girls.. Between Cedric and me whose more handsome?? Huh??

I would like to thank Nursyazwana for all the time and money she spent on me yesterday.. I really aprreciate it.. None of my friends ever did that for me.. I love you dear..

Testing It Out

2005-11-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

Testing It Out

Welcome all to DustingPowder..